-Was their too much uncertainty about your ability to "make the calls",
which ultimately hindered you going out and making more
scenarios? (I am leaving that kind of blurry, I know, but I think it
might cover a few concerns.)

Let me take a snippet from my goodbyes which might answer this:

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"the Archmage who started talking #### over cb soon after I got Chancellor, saying #### like "If Thera comes to think that we fear the Imperials, I will have your head Etarekoth". That there is the number one reason why most of my characters are uncaballed low-profile killers. I simply ####ing hate to be put into a position where I cannot multi-kill/full-loot anyone who pisses me off. Etarekoth would not have taken any mortal scion saying #### like that, but when a mob says it god damn it is so frustrating, so I just basically had to let it slide which frankly just pissed me off and made me bitter/jaded. The note sent by the Archmage about the Trib thing...well that just made me think Why the hell did these guys make me Chancellor, if they want to lead the cabal?!"

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Don't you remember when I asked you about how the Chancellor stands before the archmage in terms of power/respect, and you didn't give me a clear answer, if I recall correctly you said something like "well you should do well to listen to what he has to say" or something like that. It just seemed like a gray area, and I will repeat myself, the thing which absolutely drove me crazy (ic and ooc)was that there was nothing I could do to shut him the #### up.

As for wanting to start my own stuff, I did approach you about the Azuremain stuff, and I had been praying and praying and writing notes for Beroxxus/Valg because I had a lot of stuff I wanted to discuss, including the portal inside the Keep which has a #### load of scion quest-potential hint hint scion Immortals. Unfortunately, my playing times changed when I started school again, and they didn't coincide with Beroxxus. That was out of my hands, and out of his, so theres no use crying about that.

Well I think I've answered your question, if my 'tone' seemed bitter I apologize.

Romanul.