...you know that I would play despite ANY punishment, if it would not totally assassinate the character (I mean, permadelete or, what happened, preventing any way to communicate, except for emote (which I've been told by an immortal IS NOT a good way to express my wishes/minds), or by the pen skill). I've been and punished, and rewarded - exactly what I wished with this character. But punisment and character assassination is a different things. Why would not Onglaurst cut off Eluna's arms, for exaple, as a punishment, so she would not attack a dark god?
Or evil gods are not so vile as marans?
A long while ago I rolled up a "mute" thief and I've been playing him about 150 hours. I did it because I wished to play such character.
But if you are a dark PREACHER, you are 600 hours old, and to keep playing you NEED to communicate (my case), you most likely will loose interest in such character.
I developed about four ways of retrieving my speech ability and prayed to some mobs, as you know, for no result.
This got me (player) bored and frustrated. My character decided that his work is done, and, since his protectors do not care for his troubles, he commited suicide.

I hope next time you, immortals, will think better of the punishments and will it ruin the character or will it be a good part of character's role.