Death_Angel | Sun 19-Jan-14 09:16 PM |
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#48373, "Faenral's Role Chapter 13"
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RoleChapter 13 Journal, Page Eight: A Healer's Path Added Mon Sep 30 00:34:08 2013 at level 23:With the burden of my sins lifted from my Spirit, I feel a sense of freedom once more. Free to shape myself as I want to be. I do not yet walk in the Light, so my journey has a long ways yet that I must go before I can call myself a brother to those who have graced me with their kindness and blessed my life. I am pleased to write that Captain Neltouda is willing to teach me how to commune at least simple blessings but there is yet much I need to learn.
I dedicated my childhood before the academy learning how to focus and channel magic, though I was unable to give the same dedication to my mother's teachings. I am the first Daerisse in nine generations to -not- practice the healing arts in the great Academy. In truth, I had gone so long without visiting a trainer of any form that I'd nearly forgotten much of what I -had- learned before I'd forsaken the guild entirely.
The Captain told me to ask others of the Faith about their experiences with communing their deities. Truthfully, I couldn't help but be curious when she'd told me to ask them. I truly wanted to know what it felt like to be so closely linked with a God or Goddess that for a brief moment, the two are one and the same. I can honestly say that it is not a lust for power that brings me to that curiosity, but what I've been told of the experience from others.
Compared to my experiences with magic: a constant struggle to maintain control over the flow of power, and even more a struggle to not be lost in the hunger... I -envy- the link they share. Would that magic brought me the same feelings of camaraderie, wisdom, patience... And even love? Perhaps I would not have been dragged so deeply onto a dark path as I had. True I chose Necromancy, but the -call- to magic that I felt made that power all but irresistible.
Whether or not my path as a Healer is entirely shut from Magic, I do not know yet. The Captain says that I would commune supplications in a way unique to me, using what I learned of focusing magic. She's mentioned something of my Spirit being involved in the process as well, though I have yet to fully understand what she means. I do not know if I would be taught these things before my Spirit is brought into the Light, but as always I will remain patient.
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