You make all sorts of assumptions, and sadly most are wrong.

But perhaps you should read what you wrote here. The first interaction was bland? Maybe because you did nothing? It takes two to tango. What does "RP at you" even mean? I came, asked to talk with you, you remained silence, and so I spoke more. You nodded once with the emote to continue. So I did. You want a conversation to be more interesting, how about actually participating in it?

And how can you sit there and type that you got the impression I wanted a tattoo right there, when I specifically said otherwise in that very same "conversation"? I said I was there to talk about life as a jaguar, and to hopefully one day _later_ be found worthy. And if, as you say, you were not impressed early on with the spirit of the light, team work and support, why when in your eyes he "picked it up later" did you not do anything religion-wise, and go with maran'ing, which is separate? Your comments just don't jibe.

It's funny you mention the team work and support. Frankly it's shocking you would suggest he wasn't good at that, considering every single player who actually spent time with him said otherwise. Every raid defense, which was usually with out of range lowbies coming for the scepter or codex, had Marbeliel coming back to help, to slow down the healers and paladins, and do whatever else would help. All without people asking. Just doing it, knowing what they would want before they even knew it. Ask around, how many times would someone say "slow me" and I had already done so the tick before. You wanted to find fault, so you did, whether justified or no. And so again I say, why?

As for maran'ing, if you say so, I'll believe you, but strangely just five minutes looking at pbfs shows marans getting xp when made maran, with you being a person who commented elsewhere in their pbfs. Olaf, 2k. Phryxal, 2k. Marigue, 2k, Garrakor, 2k. Soleric, as Acolyte, 1k. Granted, these were by "An Immortal" so if you want to say that not one of them was you, I can't dispute that. But it seems unlikely, as you are the primary imm for the maran side of the fortress, and you wrote about most of these characters in their pbfs, as one of your personas.

Bottom line? You, the staff, actively go out and ask people to play the game. You, individually, have put yourself out as active, and want people to follow you and interact with you, and you are saying "let's have fun together playing this game, I'm around, let's do it." Someone - who you claim you didn't know - did exactly that. And despite almost 300 hours of regular prayers, notes, corpse-making in your name (it's a hunter religion, no?), etc., you were almost entirely silent. Don't you think it would be better if you at least once or twice took up a bit of responsibility to the players you have taken you up on your offer to play the game with you and did something to indicate you were even paying attention at all? Hell, a note to say "I don't like you, stop praying for me" would at least let someone know what was going on. But total silence is just the worst of all possible options. And by the way, considering he hunted well, killed a fair bit for a muter, and generally fulfilled the things your helpfile says you expect, I'm still curious what the goddess was waiting for. Not you the player mind you, but Baer and the religion.

In any event, you can have the last word if you wish, I'll not take up more of the death thread with this offshoot.