Death_Angel | Sat 06-Jun-09 03:16 PM |
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#25489, "Malthalia's Role Chapter 17"
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RoleChapter 17 My path in life Added Wed Jan 28 19:02:12 2009 at level 50:Mattias, forgive me please for the life I lead. I know this is not the path you would have walked should you have lived. I am not the person that you were.
I recall the words that the Immortal Voice of the village, Yean, spoke to me, about my ability to inspire and to console these fierce villagers. I did not understand them then, but I think I gain some little insight as life goes on. I must change somewhat, though I cannot, I must learn to grow despite my everpresent despair. My beloved, please forgive me, I must live this life, and wait until my meandering path reaches its end before we might see each other again.
When I was young, the memory of my pain still fresh, I hoped and I prayed that the end would quickly come. It has not, and I realize that it is not my fate to be so blessed. It will come for in its time, and I must live, if only to honor my love, not invalidate it. My Mattias, you inspire me even now through the death and the despair, the war and the flames that are fanned within me. I must live, for now, that is my fate.
It is so difficult, to muster the courage to face that simple fact.
I must live, and so I should live this life as well as I can. Mattias would have done so, and lived it better than I. I wish, from time to time, that our roles were reversed, and I was the one to die in his stead.
Let me finish my tale, perhaps, and through that, there might be some understanding.
My Mattias, they tormented him so, but he did not die at their hands. It was at the hands of our kindred, a carelessness that is unforgivable, that led to his merciful release from their torments. The spirit that lived in him struggled bravely, wanted to live so very much, and endured more than I could have imagined was possible.
In the end, it was his rescuers who slew him. An invoker, one of the guards who came so late to try to drive off these beasts, shot cold through his magical incantations. This cold, what I have since learned to be the cone of cold spell, froze the last vestiges of life from my poor Mattias' withered form. This carelessness, disregard for the hurt that can be caused, this showed me the true nature of those who chase down this power. The taint lives on in them, however pure their intentions.
The shame I bear is that I know I would do the same, and have been careless of who or what may hear my meagre words. I know that I am no better in my heart that that which I fight against. How can I be? I betray his memory every time I raise hand against anyone, against our kin, against those who hold purity and innocence dear.
I cannot help it, I have chosen this path, I will walk it as well as I can.
I am a Defender of the village, and that is the life I have chosen. Please forgive me my love, I ache to rest in your arms.
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