unfotunately im *always* serious
as i hate to suck at anything
let alone when youre me and you feel like you suck at everything constantly
you escape to a fantasy world to have fun but also to feel some sort of sense of power
oh and yeah... raking up 3 to 6 deaths per login and running around solo having enemies of a cabal i was no longer a part of dying in newbie clothes with a wooden pike (if even that much) is not anybodys idea of fun im sure.