Wed Jul 14 17:07:42 2004

At 12 o'clock AM, Day of the Moon, 14th of the Month of the Shadows
on the Theran calendar Sehti perished, never to return.

*sigh*
i screwed up too much
stopped having fun after a while
... coudlnt get any of my plans to work
bah
goodbye for now I guess
knew far far too many people to list but anyone is welcome to say goodbye and ill reply with thoughts and such.
hopefully if i ever again decide to seriously play
ill have better luck.
I figure its just that im worthless in the pk department to start with and its hard to rp on a caliber with some folks
hecks if i know.

One question. Is English your second language? Because you plain confused me when I was trying to tell you to flag that Dwarf, Quan I think. I figured you were either high or a non native English speaker

nope. first language. wasnt high.
was however possibly very tired...
as i was prone to being on at times i was not totally awake yet.

Yeah, I understand, all too well. I enjoyed running around with you when we did. And the one day in Shadar, I figured we would either get a well deserved slaying, or nothing. It was fun for sure, and actually taught me a lot on how my character thinks and acts, if you can believe that.

As for playing seriously, screw that. Play because its fun. When it gets serious, little things piss you off that shouldn't (like dying, dying foolishly, and dying). Thats why I still play, because I can get over a death pretty easily, no matter the circrumstance.

Luck with the next one.

unfotunately im *always* serious
as i hate to suck at anything
let alone when youre me and you feel like you suck at everything constantly
you escape to a fantasy world to have fun but also to feel some sort of sense of power
oh and yeah... raking up 3 to 6 deaths per login and running around solo having enemies of a cabal i was no longer a part of dying in newbie clothes with a wooden pike (if even that much) is not anybodys idea of fun im sure.