Really sorry.

I never got along with any of your previous characters (knowing now that you were Keniston) but it was a pleasure lending you and the Sect what support I could.

As for me not logging in, much - I'm married. You can't imagine the detailed negotiation I spend with my wife to log in at least once a day for at least 1.5 hours (which is about my minimum), and how disappointing/frustrating it is sometimes when I spend that 1.5 hours hiding/running from 10-14 enemies with little Role-Play interaction (with the exception of like two of them). I actually tried to log in at the times when I knew you would be around just because it would make the time more interesting to have someone to talk to, but unfortunately, most of the times I had the time to log in did not mesh with your hours. Believe me when I tell you that if I didn't play enough for you, it had nothing to do with the PK range - this is my only character and I'm spending as much time as I feasibly can on a hobby. All I can say is, we must have played at different times because my experience was much the same as yours.

I thought your notes were interesting (although I like Sylvrin's poetic style more, but that's just taste) and a great and much needed element of the Empire. And although I'm not the best judge of how many times is too many to die (because I've died tons as Faeras), given what was stacked up against you, I don't think it made a dent in your effectiveness, or the respect I had for you, at least.

Anyway, like I said, I'm sorry to see this. If you keep playing CF, good luck with the next and have fun.