It was, thanks. After I was made Neutral I went into the Lyceum and looked up drow stuff, and other places. It did seem that I had acted like a 'drow' albeit an aloof one that was a little bit more friendly than he/she should have been.

I basically got rid of the wall that said 'no one is your friend' and allowed myself to trust, an exclusive choice few, along with actually considering some to be friends, and not seeing Alignment in that decision either.

Those that helped me, good, neutral, evil, or whatever, were those that I would look to in my life when I needed aid, or information. Those that screwed me, good, neutral, evil, or whatever, I would work toward screwing, or lulling into a false sense of security.