I hear ya. I grew up playing CF through my teens and early 20s. Now I'm almost 30. Times have changed, and I guess so have I. I certainty cant hero in 20hrs, and I'm lucky to land a pk or two in my characters whole lifetime. mob deaths are going to happen most to those of us still trying to learn CF, and its only 1 of many disadvantages to face against CF's small veteran playerbase.

Less time nowadays so I have to maximize the amount of fun I have in my off time. Wish I could cut it in the fields, but at least I have fond memories!