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Chapter 5

Mother,
I pray to you now here within the woods near a haunted mansion riddled with vampires. I know that
I have come to have a home within the tree of ages, and I have become also accepted there within
their branches as one of them, but they do not know what I am, not like HE does. And also mom
that I keep my secret from the sunwarden is tearing me apart with guilt, I am going to have to
tell him, and tell him everything. Despite it being my new home, I feel like I do not belong,
and I should not be there, not without it being known just what I am.

In my head I keep imagining all the horrible things the Feline Ancient Ergus could do to me, and
likely will do to me, should he focus his attention on me not as his playful nature, but as his
enemy. I have both nightmares and daymares Mother, of being clawed to shreds, pulled apart and
yet death not accepting me, my body bleeding out for the rest of eternity feeding the life that
I denied long ago the flesh of my body I do not sleep well I do not eat well. Mother I am not
doing well.

I feel as if I stand on a crossroads, and everywhere I turn each track leads further into
damnation and my only hope may now rest within the hands of the sunwarden, if he accepts me or
not knowing what I am, if he gives me a chance, maybe the others will. Maybe I can face God Ergus
with the truth. It is the only path on this road with any hope at the end for me.