Role

Chapter 20

Dear diary,
Oh dear me, I truly love many of these people, but more than anything else I
wanted to leave, and already found myself packed, but even standing at the
portal to hamsah I couldnt do it, once I got there I get butterflies, and got
to near crying, one day I will find out whom gave me that rather forceful
helping shove through the portal. My adventuring career had just begun. Most
of my time was spent doing erronious tasks to complete, so now I do have
nothing but time on my hands often, and my mind true to a scholar, did little
but roam, make me anxious, worried, and scared. But Mostly it was upon magic
and the nexus, there was so much I did not understand, the necessities of light
and dark, chaos and order. A lone nexan told me the light was in strength. How?
why? Planar concepts did not apply, and truly nothing did, but I did come across
a stray thought on beliefs, since really noone can even consider themselves good
nor evil without it, and thinking of the forces that make up the faith of every
sentient being, and oh some not so sentient but truly devout! I do believe I
begin to see the true picture, and the need for nexans as a whole. Why cant
others see it too?