Sun Dec 27 09:48:42 2009

At 11 o'clock PM, Day of Freedom, 11th of the Month of the Ancient Darkness
on the Theran calendar Fezzle perished, never to return.

I'm fairly disappointed about this. I really liked this character.

I come out once every couple years, play a lighthearted healer, and disappear for awhile. This time I spend lurking.

You were fun. I was trying to hard to get an invoker inducted who would hero, but I know how bad the burnout rate is. I think I inducted five or six. Healer/Invoker is op.

I liked you. I like that you were always ready to go raid, and I liked that you didn't get discouraged when things didn't go well. I feel like I didn't get to know a lot of people very well because I played a lot during the day america time, but I did get to spend some time with you.

Maybe you will see me around again before long. I actually have another week before I start work, but I just don't think I was going to be able to have the time commitment for a leader, and this character didn't have the right role to do it in a way I felt I could be very proud of. Fezzle was not the best of the best, and was rolled that way (awhile back Nep said something about how no one rolls a char to be a pk failure and snickered pretty hard).

Sorry your branch was full of invokers when you got leadered, I don't know how many spots I left you but it was impressed upon me that I should try to populate the sunwardens a little, so I did my best.

n/t

nt

So, I got a call back to work after being laid off since june. Between that and some other things I am doing now, I don't have the time I did, so it was the right time (also my healeritis sets in at about 270 hours, that's when I deleted grollaski, still my favorite of my small army of healers).

Yean is cool. I had a lot of fun with her, some great chats with Borkhad too. There was a chat with three or four of her followers, her, and borkahd, and at the end B told me I was the only one who didn't say anything stupid, and considering the sheer verboseness of fezzle, that was some accomplishment. I'll write up my take on gnomish history and email it to you for lycuim/shrine publication sometime soon.

There are a lot of new healer sups since I last heroed one (I thin it was a sylvan amaranthe follower back in the day). The healer edges were a lot of cool. I think I had a great search and rescue build, and as long as I stayed out of fights and payed attention I kept people alive. Logging in first thing in the morning before coffee, or after coming home from the bars got some people killed, but mostly I did okay I think.

I liked Sylvan back in the day, but had never gotten the hang of outlander. The whole three alignment cabal thing seemed kinda tough, especially as the neutral healer trying to keep everyone alive.

I know I was no Quird. I was no Starkad, and for those who have posted somewhat snide comments in Bergelmers thread, I was second choice to baldrien. Baldrien had real life stuff come up. I think it's possable bergelmer let the char go because he didn't get leadered (seriously, everyone thought it would be him or baldrien). That said, they picked me so everyone who didn't like it can bite me. Deciding who to induct was tough for me. I didn't want people to become discouraged and not play because they couldn't roll the character they wanted because there were already too many outlanders. On the other hand, I also realize we were a huge cabal, and it would be kinda unfair to go so huge we were indomitable. Had fun, will probably go for this cabal again when I have time to play. Or maybe a tribunal. I just hate that ####ing cabal, but I ought to give it a try. As anyone who spooked me can verify, I sit in one place a lot and am very boring, so I might be good at it.

I'll reply to people who post here, not sure who all I want to say goodbye too right now. Had fun, imms were great. One comment though, since Krilkov can't post here. You're an asshole. Your characters are assholes. No one misses you. It takes a special kind of ####o to spend his time locating corpses so he can run and try to loot them before you get back too it.

Oh, and thank you to enlilth for all the prostitutes, the wolves in prosimy were running out of villagers anyways.

I'll post some logs too. I have one of me killing an orc chieftain that makes me pretty proud. I also have the log of my empowerment interview, but it was with Grobbaks druid, so I will send it to you if you like, but I don't think i will publish that one.

I really appreciate the "IC" outing of a previous character and those who I was as a player by default.

I thought you were a hose from day one. Ah well so the imms got it wrong, it happens.

Could be your sucky sentence construction, If you are talking about me talking about old gnomes I played, I also talked a lot about gnomes I didn't play. Got a name? How about the balls to sign your whine?

During an interview with my storm giant ranger you, in front of another character, basicly said. "Oh, you were Kethkarathas's player"

Pretty ####ing lame and a violation of the rules. There wasn't anypoint complaining about it at the time so I just deleted and moved on. But that was pretty ####ing lame.

I didn't know you were that guy, I really did have you mixed up since you were talking to me from camo, but now that I know you were I'm glad I didn't induct you. So how much of your role DID you recycle for this character? The really sad part is I was ready to induct you before you opened your mouth.

This is the part where I out you, and an afk from right before. This leaves out me REPEATEDLY asking you questions about outlander (you can see where zhane repeats the question too), while you rattle off your role. If you want, I can post that part in it's entirety too.

<1209hp(100%) 1266mp(100%) (100%)mv wilderness 9 PM> afk
12-03 10:09> Someone says: We make our living on the currents, feasting on seal and whale. Netting the fish we need and no more.
12-03 10:08> Someone says: Me Clan lives along the great reef, up shallow where the colors be the brightest and the fish the sweetest.
12-03 10:07> Someone says: So why am I here ye say? Well then, to know that ye gotta know me people...Me people, not Storm-kin in general.
12-03 10:07> Zhane tells the group: I could use it for practice shortly, I suppose.
12-03 10:06> Someone says: Alright. Sorry. I lost me bearings a moment there.
12-03 10:06> Zhane tells the group: Which staff?
12-03 10:06> Zhane says: Bear that in mind as you speak.
12-03 10:06> Zhane says: And also what you have done, and what you would do, truth be told.
12-03 10:06> Someone says: Ah. Moment.
12-03 10:04> Zhane tells the group: Do you know holgarth at all?
12-03 10:04> Someone says: Save for when she inspires me in me work.
12-03 10:03> Zhane says: Friend, I think the Harbinger is wondering what brings you to the refuge, what spirit guided you to us.
12-03 10:03> Someone says: No, Ive never met Yean.
12-03 10:02> Someone says: Im being to hard on Nelly. She be known and loved among me clan.
12-03 10:02> Someone says: Yean be the Sirene who plays in me thoughts.
12-03 10:01> Someone says: Id not even scrub the barnacles off her lifeboat.
12-03 10:01> Zhane tells the group: SSoo, aassk?
12-03 10:01> Fezzle: Take care.
12-03 10:01> Someone: Is sleep long sleep now. Hunt strong.
12-03 10:01> Someone says: Ah!
12-03 10:01> Zhane tells the group: SSeeee whaat hee caareess aaboouut moosst, whaat paassssiioon driiveess hiiss sspiiriit?
12-03 10:01> Someone says: I aint no Sea-maden.
12-03 10:00> Someone says: I be having a Baton, Harbinger.
12-03 10:00> Zhane tells the group: Hee iissnt booriing, II wiill giivee hiim thaat.
12-03 09:59> Someone says: And I was hungry.

<1209hp(100%) 1266mp(100%) (100%)mv wilderness 9 PM> st
You are already standing.

<1209hp(100%) 1266mp(100%) (100%)mv wilderness 9 PM> commune 'create food'
You close your eyes and hum for an instant.
Some unleavened bread appears before you.

<1209hp(100%) 1261mp(99%) (100%)mv wilderness 9 PM> get bread
eat bread
You get some unleavened bread.

<1209hp(100%) 1261mp(99%) (100%)mv wilderness 9 PM> You finish eating some unleavened bread.
You feel completely full.

<1209hp(100%) 1261mp(99%) (100%)mv wilderness 9 PM> commune 'create spring'
You close your eyes and hum for an instant.
A magical spring flows from the ground.

<1209hp(100%) 1241mp(98%) (100%)mv wilderness 9 PM> drink

Zhane tells the group 'That is good, but how many reavers roam?'
You drink water from a magical spring.
The water quenches your thirst.
Someone says 'In me travels, I come to think we're a bit like the one-heart lads from the far northern plains.'

<1209hp(100%) 1241mp(98%) (100%)mv wilderness 9 PM> r
You rest.

<1209hp(100%) 1241mp(98%) (100%)mv wilderness 9 PM>
Someone says 'Ye heard of them?'

<1209hp(100%) 1241mp(98%) (100%)mv wilderness 9 PM> nod
You nod.

<1209hp(100%) 1241mp(98%) (100%)mv wilderness 9 PM> say I recall talking with you about them a bit before.
You say 'I recall talking with you about them a bit before.'

<1209hp(100%) 1241mp(98%) (100%)mv wilderness 9 PM> l

Zhane tells the group 'He is ponderous in his speach..'
Within the Dark Forest
The evergreens here seem to rise higher and lean over the pathway
more than they do in other parts of the Forest of Prosimy. The
overhanging tree canopy is extremely thick, allowing no light in, and
even light within the forest seems to penetrate no more than inches of
the thick, inky darkness which surrounds you. The forest here is
extremely quiet, devoid of the sounds of wildlife and birds which
permeate the majority of the wilderness. The forest seems to continue
in all directions, but you find you cannot judge it well.


( 2) A magical spring flows from the ground here.
A crude water skin made from the corpse of the Lord's assassin is lying here.
(Camouflaged) (WANTED) Zhane is here.

<1209hp(100%) 1266mp(100%) (100%)mv wilderness 10 PM>
Someone says 'Anyway, that's how were are, "Free as the waves" me ...Pa.. would say.'

<1209hp(100%) 1266mp(100%) (100%)mv wilderness 10 PM> say You thought they were too passive.
You say 'You thought they were too passive.'

<1209hp(100%) 1266mp(100%) (100%)mv wilderness 10 PM> say I think that was you.
You say 'I think that was you.'

<1209hp(100%) 1266mp(100%) (100%)mv wilderness 10 PM> tap self
You tap your cheek, lost in thought.

<1209hp(100%) 1266mp(100%) (100%)mv wilderness 10 PM>
Someone sits down and thinks deeply.

<1209hp(100%) 1266mp(100%) (100%)mv wilderness 10 PM>
Someone says 'Ye got me mixed up with another handsome Storm.'

<1209hp(100%) 1266mp(100%) (100%)mv wilderness 11 PM> nod
You nod.

<1209hp(100%) 1266mp(100%) (100%)mv wilderness 11 PM> say I am thinking of a long winded ranger who is no longer with us.
You say 'I am thinking of a long winded ranger who is no longer with us.'

<1209hp(100%) 1266mp(100%) (100%)mv wilderness 11 PM> say keth, kethsomething.
You say 'keth, kethsomething.'

<1209hp(100%) 1266mp(100%) (100%)mv wilderness 11 PM> shrug
You shrug.

<1209hp(100%) 1266mp(100%) (100%)mv wilderness 11 PM>

Autosaving.

<1209hp(100%) 1266mp(100%) (100%)mv wilderness 12 AM>
Someone says 'But I'm sure they were truely impressive.'

<1209hp(100%) 1266mp(100%) (100%)mv wilderness 12 AM> say Sorry.
You say 'Sorry.'

<1209hp(100%) 1266mp(100%) (100%)mv wilderness 12 AM> shake
You shake your head.

<1209hp(100%) 1266mp(100%) (100%)mv wilderness 12 AM>
The howl of a wild wolf echoes through the forest.

<1209hp(100%) 1266mp(100%) (100%)mv wilderness 12 AM>
Valkyndyr steps out from his cover.
Valkyndyr leaves.

You tell Valkyndyr 'Wasn't trying to offend you, was just saying it was another conversation with someone I couldn't see.'

<1209hp(100%) 1266mp(100%) (100%)mv wilderness 2 AM> where
People near you:
(PK) Zhane Within the Dark Forest
(PK) Fezzle Within the Dark Forest

<1209hp(100%) 1266mp(100%) (100%)mv wilderness 2 AM> who pk
<51 Elf Bar> (PK) (WANTED) Zhane the Grand Mistress of Artistry
*51 Gnome Hea* (PK) (WANTED) Fezzle Freck the Wild Descendant of Dranetties, Harbinger of Thar-Eris
<51 Human Bar> (PK) Esteldu the Grand Master of Artistry, Stowaway
<48 Svirf War> (PK) Holgarth the Student of the Macalla
<51 Human Shf> (PK) Davlaris the Grand Master of Changelings

Players found: 5

<1209hp(100%) 1266mp(100%) (100%)mv wilderness 2 AM>
The howl of a wild wolf echoes through the forest.

<1209hp(100%) 1266mp(100%) (100%)mv wilderness 2 AM>
Valkyndyr tells you 'What ever.'

dwimmerling: thank you

pro: Know how I know you're gay?

"Someone says 'Ye got me mixed up with another handsome Storm.'"

Looks like you were the one who referred to your previous character first. Way to stay ic.

who rage deleted after 60 hours because someone full looted him. And insisted that the imms ban anyone who says they are going to full loot you. Then he said he was taking a break. This is part of why it never occurred to me they were the same person.

And when people are trying to hide them they will gird them with seeming truths.

It's funny you mention Keths race because I was going to point out how absurd it was for you to make an IC connection between a Storm giant and a wood-elf ranger you had interacted with and iirc inducted.

You are a liar, it's patently obvious, to me at least. I'll go ahead and consign you to my ignore list.

You post a log proving what I say is true and I'm the crybaby?

I didn't have good interactions with you over three characters this was just the icing on the cake.

I give you credit for trying to make it seem as if you accidently mentioned Keth outloud as a response to the bard.

Don't church it up son, you're a poor sport plain and simple.

I really thought it was because I made the comment about talking to trees or whatever. When you corrected me I even shook my head and said sorry. How the #### do you think I would know you were the same dude?

You wouldn't shut up, and you wouldn't answer my questions. That reminded me of the ranger that blew it not too long ago. I said so. You split. Stop trying to make it sound like I had some inside knowledge to hose you.

This mud does not revolve around you.

I just called it quits.

You're not very convincing. There was no reason for you to bring up Keth.

You'd just bitched on Keths thread like 12 hours before and went out of your way to bring him up.

You were intentionally telling me you made the connection, and I can only surmise your reason was to ruin my immersion into the character.

My impression of keth was that he was pushy, bossy, and wouldn't shut up. Since that was all I had to say, I didn't bother because you didn't piss me off THAT much.

You roll another character, that in an interview basically tells me 'No, I won't talk with you, I will talk at you' and I said 'You remind me of X'. You leave without a word. tell me 'whatever' and quit.

You then do this.

Stop stealing my damn goodbye thread. There are people I would actually like to chat with about my character, and you are detracting from that because you, I dunno, need to be the center of some drama and you think I messed with you.

That log so does not prove what you say is true.

It does show you misreading a situation, though.

And with a logical thought process.

Yes it is and no I didn't.

.

The situations circumstances and character of the parties involved secure me in my possition.

We can let it go because my possition in this isn't going to change.

Would suggest I'm not alone and all is not as D says.

I do correct myself with Keths death thread. I had Kaskin and Keth mixed up with D's response.

ntnt

I think it would be hard to come up with examples on these forums of me lying or cheating. Finding other examples of you flying off the handle well. . . . you've been falsely accusing me of posting in one on this thread.

big ####ty

NT

That if it wasn't for the comical ####storms you throw when you delete, your characters would be utterly forgettable. You can't PK, you can't RP, you're just a dense meathead we love to kick when he's down.

I really liked the limited interactions we had. Very solid character and I really liked the spunk. I appreciated your leading style and knew you were a good player; very knowledgeable. Best of luck with the new job!

Especially one with roamy hands. You were also a lot of fun. I think you're probably a bit more tuned in to how the game works these days, and better at keeping people alive. So take care of them for me!

I enjoyed the few brief discussions I had with Fezzle and wondered where you had gone to.

There sure have been times the last few days when I could've used a healer when I was trying to retrieve.

You showed up, you came ready to play, and you had fun rp. You knew what to look out for and when to let us know what was going on. One of my favorite inductees.

Bork has Yean's tattoo and she influenced his life a lot. I always love RPing around with her other followers, especially when I can give them a hard time. Bork isn't the most friendly sort.

Anyway, good luck with your next! I had fun with our few talks

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"My view of Borkahd IC"
If you anger him, he'll rape you to death, eat your flesh, and sew your skin into his clothing. And if you're very, very lucky, he'll do it in that order. ~Twist

Fezzle was a good char that had a different take on the religion, and did well with it. Thanks for all the interesting research, hope you liked the title and glwyn!

I'm glad I found a place to expand on it. If there is a race that should be player playable that isn't, it's the dranettie. But there are plenty of neutral gnome races .

Again, great, experience. Glad I got to fight a Yark. Even if it took a few restores. Gimme a break, I get two attacks a round!

I will be around, I just don't have the time to play a leader right now. SO happy I finally got one though. FEAR the healer with insects, at least when I had a staff of striking.

Daddy got run over by an owlbear, walking home from our tree yuletide eve. . .

We both made a great team. Did some mean things together. I'd dare say we were quite unbeatable against any odds. You were a little green with the healer bit or maybe I was impatient and just asked for things before you communed them. But I remember a few times getting killed or almost getting killed because you were too slow. But you know what? I loved that. Thanks for not being a BOT. You made a friendly, approachable healer and a great gnome to hang out with. You brought fun to the cabal and overall I think you did an awesome job. I pretty much will delete now that you are gone...especially since I've not been logging in since almost a month either.

Great Job.
Shagu

We were an awesome team. Remember that group teleport thing I did that you had never seen before?

Most of the greenness came from waking up and logging in before I was really awake. Or playing after I got home from the bars. That seems to be when I saw you, at like 2am or 9am.

Had lots of fun with you though.

Serial bard player meets serial healer.

I hope to run into your characters again in future. I think we both play to have fun (and not at the cost of other people's fun).

The group teleport trick was AWESOMENESS.

Cheers,
Ruhktanshi, Frajalar, Dwiyang, Shaughath, Yrillbink and many more.

sigh...what to say? It was good having you around, and I'm sure I livened things up for you some. GLWYN

And when you logged in I knew I was gonna get it. You have always been the go-go-go type though. Was glad I had you as my darker pairing.

Anyhow, I enjoyed fighting and interacting with you both as Lamanee and my previous two characters. I must have really surprised you that time at the spire, getting you to lag yourself to death. Hah!

Good char! Come back soon.

Had good fights with you, I had trouble with whip specs and their super lash. Never got my skill in it up very high, which probably didn't matter, but was still frustrating. Sometimes I just get spammy. I was always more worried about everyone else in the group than myself anyways. Add in friends who are too low a level to group with, and healing gets even harder. nice to know I lasted long enough for people to interact with me with three characters though!

Take care!