I have played evil conjurors in the past and had the same complaints. They were fine when barrier was readily available, but without leave a bit to be desired. I think the good conjie evil conjie comparison is kinda like paladin anti paladin. You are about twice as likely to kill someone, but about 5 times more likely to die horribly. Sorry to see you go though. An evil conjie can still be a force in the right hands, and you seemed to do well enough.