I thought you did a decent job as an evil healer, and I quite liked your character.

However, judging by this note you seem to live in some alternate warped reality:

You complain about lack of immteraction from certain imms when you are deluged with immteraction. Is it not enough that all those other imms spent time with you? You begrudge the others for not spending time with you?

You accuse people of bad rp for trying to "usurp your authority"? That's not bad rp. That is just rp that you don't like.

Empire ganged a hell of a lot. That's why I, as an evil, won't join empire. Because a huge portion of the Imperials can't kill a kobold without a gang. And yes, I do count bloodoaths as imperials because they get the protection of the imperials.

Finally, an ap doesn't need wands to get a decent unholy weapon. In particular an ap with a healer shouldn't need jack.

I agree that the fortress has been doing more than a little ganging. I've seen them gang evils 4 to 1 quite recently (in combination with sylvans). But you keep posting about goodies ganging when empire does it too. You both do it. So why both sit there accusing the other of it. Why not accept it and stop being bitter, or set an example if you want to and refuse to gang yourself?

Overall, I thought you did a decent job with the character. But I think you expect too much. I also think you overrate your deathfulness relative to the other players. I've seen you run immediately from a single enemy before (one who couldn't lag at that). Yet you feel the need to point out how many people ran from you. And somehow you feel that Sakard shouldn't have made a bid for power? And equally you insult him for being less popular than a healer when it comes to forming little cliques. Of course he's going to be less popular than a healer. He's a shaman. If you were the shaman and he the healer, I think you might have found loyalties lay elsewhere. (Personally I don't like the character Sakard either, but that is for ic reasons.)

I think it would be a loss to cf if you stopped playing. But it would be a gain to cf if you could detach yourself from the game a little more when it comes to your posts.

Daurwyn

PS: None of the characters criticised are mine, so the above should be a relatively objective point of view.