First of all, my feelings about Aemelius are similiar to Shokai's. There were a lot of things you did well and a lot you did bad.

The good things, you were consitent in your Roleplay (at least from when I watched you). You played the slay evil tag well and did pretty good as leader most of the times. There were a few times you stuck out in the bad spots.

The bad things involve you roleplaying be mix of OOC and IC sometimes. Like for Azuranda having god powers. First of all, mobs in CF history controlled by Immortals have powers a lot of times players don't. One is leaving a fight. In my years of playing, immortal and mortal, I have seen this occur many times. Second, I felt you more of a neutral character with good tendancies. I find it damn hard to believe that a good aligned character could care less if countless children are slain or that his cabalmates and friends suffer because his pride is to great to simply apologize. Also when you talked crap to Kastellyn, you are lucky he just didn't whip you arse.

As far as almost killing Azuranda, my goal is never to slay people. I could do that with ease. If you recall, she never killed a person in all our interactions? Why? Was she unable or because I didn't feel like being a ####. It wasn't until you finally pissed her off did she start being aggressive. Also bitching about how she got into the Fortress. Live with it. Would you rather me slay the Maran Tar'Bal, which could be done like any other player which in turn would totally screw up some of the attack/raid situations. I didn't want that, so I took the next alternative.

All in all, you did well. Just get over the whinning and accept things as they are and I think you will find yourself a better roleplayer for it. Good luck with your next.