==93%hp 100%m 94%mv=6887tnl=5 PM==
Anadriewien tells you 'Greetings Brother of the light.'
SOMEONE IS TALKING TO YOU
The screaming, filthy harpy is convulsing on the ground.


==91%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=6 PM==
Anadriewien tells you 'Might I ask why it is you wish to learn alone?'
SOMEONE IS TALKING TO YOU

==91%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=6 PM== reply Greetings, honored Healer.
You tell Anadriewien 'Greetings, honored Healer.'



Autosaving.

==97%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=8 PM== reply Well, friend, there are two reasons, really.
You tell Anadriewien 'Well, friend, there are two reasons, really.'



==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=9 PM==
Anadriewien tells you 'Well, that's not going to work.'
SOMEONE IS TALKING TO YOU

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=9 PM== reply I have trusted everyone, and made sure everyone can summon, if you are trying to gate.
You tell Anadriewien 'I have trusted everyone, and made sure everyone can summon, if you are trying to gate.'

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=10 PM==
Anadriewien tells you 'Yes, I will try again when im rested.'
SOMEONE IS TALKING TO YOU

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=10 PM== reply Perhaps if I remove some of my clothing, and sleep?
You tell Anadriewien 'Perhaps if I remove some of my clothing, and sleep?'

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=10 PM==
Anadriewien tells you 'We can speak like this for now.'
SOMEONE IS TALKING TO YOU

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=10 PM== reply Alright.
You tell Anadriewien 'Alright.'

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=11 PM== where
People near you:
(PK) Zdenhoi Inside the crevasse

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=11 PM==
Anadriewien tells you 'Im sure it's your crusade and blessings more than anything.'
SOMEONE IS TALKING TO YOU



==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=11 PM== <25 Human Nec> (PK) Rasser the Apprentice Animator
<29 Cloud War> (PK) Cylandrael the Underlord
*22 Storm Pal* (PK) Zdenhoi the Cavalier
<27 Human War> (PK) Stajen the Dragon Slayer
<28 Fire A-P> (PK) Hausool the Knight of the Inverted Cross, Bloodoathed of the Empire
<26 Felar Asn> (PK) Legedri the Student of Kamae
<25 Arial Asn> (PK) Jalinir the Master of Kyusho
<30 Arial War> (PK) Yoponaun the Overlord
<29 Cloud War> (PK) Shakurad the Underlord
<26 Arial Asn> (PK) Katanomsi the Student of Kamae


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==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=11 PM== reply Aye.
You tell Anadriewien 'Aye.'

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=11 PM== where
People near you:
(PK) Zdenhoi Inside the crevasse

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=11 PM==
Anadriewien tells you 'Let ask you this.. your reasons are personal?'
SOMEONE IS TALKING TO YOU

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=12 AM== reply As for the first reason, well, I must admit that the circumstances of my past have rendered me somewhat of an Introvert, not very comfortable with easy comeraderie.
You tell Anadriewien 'As for the first reason, well, I must admit that the circumstances of my past have rendered me somewhat of an Introvert, not very comfortable with easy comeraderie.'



==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=3 AM==
Anadriewien tells you 'Let me say this.'
SOMEONE IS TALKING TO YOU

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=3 AM== where
People near you:
(PK) Zdenhoi Inside the crevasse

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=3 AM==
Anadriewien tells you 'What if I, as a healer, denied helping others with my prayers?'
SOMEONE IS TALKING TO YOU

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=4 AM== reply My second reason, is a bit more complex.
You tell Anadriewien 'My second reason, is a bit more complex.'

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=4 AM==
You feel less righteous.
BLESS IS DOWN

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=4 AM==
Anadriewien tells you 'What I had personal reasons...'
SOMEONE IS TALKING TO YOU

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=4 AM==
Anadriewien tells you 'What if, even..'
SOMEONE IS TALKING TO YOU

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=4 AM== emote grasps the coin hanging around his neck in a tight grip.
Zdenhoi grasps the coin hanging around his neck in a tight grip.

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=4 AM==
Anadriewien tells you 'That I would never cure anyone's disease..'
SOMEONE IS TALKING TO YOU

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=4 AM==
Anadriewien tells you 'For whatever reason.'
SOMEONE IS TALKING TO YOU

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=5 AM== reply Your words do indeed cut me, friend.
You tell Anadriewien 'Your words do indeed cut me, friend.'

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=5 AM==
Anadriewien tells you 'Now, as a champion of the light..'
SOMEONE IS TALKING TO YOU

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=5 AM== reply I see your point.

Anadriewien tells you 'Which you are.'
SOMEONE IS TALKING TO YOU

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=5 AM== You tell Anadriewien 'I see your point.'


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Anadriewien tells you 'You withhold your blessings from those in need.'
SOMEONE IS TALKING TO YOU

==100%hp 98%m 100%mv=6810tnl=6 AM==

Autosaving.

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=7 AM==
Anadriewien tells you 'You seek the fortress as well?'
SOMEONE IS TALKING TO YOU

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=7 AM== reply I do hope to gain the leave of my Liege to apply for the Life of the Maran, yes.
You tell Anadriewien 'I do hope to gain the leave of my Liege to apply for the Life of the Maran, yes.'

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=8 AM==
Anadriewien tells you 'What is a sword, who will not stand with his shield? The Fortress way, is a way of cooperation.'
SOMEONE IS TALKING TO YOU

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=8 AM==
Anadriewien tells you 'We must spreak Faith and Hope.'
SOMEONE IS TALKING TO YOU

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=9 AM==
Anadriewien tells you 'Spread, even.'
SOMEONE IS TALKING TO YOU

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=9 AM== reply Indeed, I am not against standing next to others in the face of the growing tide of darkness...
You tell Anadriewien 'Indeed, I am not against standing next to others in the face of the growing tide of darkness...'

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=9 AM== reply I just have believed that the growth in my guild a more...personal...quest...for another reason.
You tell Anadriewien 'I just have believed that the growth in my guild a more...personal...quest...for another reason.'

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=10 AM== reply Because of my past, which I am not comfortable explaining....I admit I have much to repay to the light.
You tell Anadriewien 'Because of my past, which I am not comfortable explaining....I admit I have much to repay to the light.'

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=11 AM==
Anadriewien tells you 'Then lets stand as one, and grow so we may gather more power to strike at the dark, and give hope to those withtout'
SOMEONE IS TALKING TO YOU

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=11 AM== reply And I have thought that the obviously tough struggle of learning alone would help to atone...
You tell Anadriewien 'And I have thought that the obviously tough struggle of learning alone would help to atone...'

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=11 AM==
Anadriewien tells you 'Sacrafice is indeed a worthy atonement.'
SOMEONE IS TALKING TO YOU



==86%hp 86%m 100%mv=6810tnl=3 PM== reply I admit, your argument is one I have not yet thought of.
You tell Anadriewien 'I admit, your argument is one I have not yet thought of.'

==90%hp 92%m 100%mv=6810tnl=5 PM== reply And the possibility that I have been holding my gifts back from the light cuts me to the quick.
You tell Anadriewien 'And the possibility that I have been holding my gifts back from the light cuts me to the quick.'

==90%hp 92%m 100%mv=6810tnl=5 PM==
Anadriewien tells you 'You have done much, to learn so much on your own so far.'
SOMEONE IS TALKING TO YOU



==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=6810tnl=11 PM== reply Young friend, you have given me much to think on and consider.
You tell Anadriewien 'Young friend, you have given me much to think on and consider.'

*Very long snip, finishing the harpies then moving to Bria's shrine*

==100%hp 91%m 62%mv=5837tnl=9 PM== emote moves quickly to the south and kneels amid the flowers.
Zdenhoi moves quickly to the south and kneels amid the flowers.

==100%hp 91%m 62%mv=5837tnl=9 PM== pray Bria my Liege, on this day the words of a young healer have brought about a realization in me that has hurt me to the quick, I pray for the strength to do what is right.
You pray to the heavens for help!


==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=5837tnl=6 AM==
Anadriewien tells you 'We are outside the Cwealin keep, when are concluded.'
SOMEONE IS TALKING TO YOU



==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=5837tnl=6 PM==
Anadriewien tells you 'Eh?'
SOMEONE IS TALKING TO YOU


==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=5837tnl=8 PM== reply At this time, young healer, I am penning a scroll to my Liege, attempting to explain myself.
You tell Anadriewien 'At this time, young healer, I am penning a scroll to my Liege, attempting to explain myself.'




==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=5837tnl=4 AM== note show
Zdenhoi: The words of a young Healer have cut me to the quick.
To: Bria

On this day, Lady of light, a young elven healer by the name
of Anadriewien aksed me directly why I had turned down his, and
friend's, offer to join our gifts against evil.

I will not repeat the conversation here, for I know you must be
busy beyond my understanding, but the short of it is that she
presented an argument that I had not considered. And it revealed
to me a third reason on why I have been attempting to grow
in my guild alone....that of Pride. I was proud that I was
perhaps unique in my choice in these times, and I was even hoping
to gain reknown for it.
These realizations about myself have hurt me greatly.

Lady of Light, I am fully aware of how this may look. And that
I may be marked as one who can not finish what he has started...
Perhaps even that I am an opportunist...

Unfortunately, I must risk these judgements, because I nolonger
believe in my heart that I am serving the Light to the best of
my ability by refusing to use the gifts granted to me to help
others grow in the strength of the Light.

Lady of Justice, my Liege, I pray that you may forgive me the
pride that I have been guilty of. I also pray that you may forgive
me for abandoning the path that my pride had lead me to follow,
that of the growth in my guild with no help from others...also
giving no help to others in THEIR growth in the Light.

With Love,
Zdenhoi.

==100%hp 100%m 100%mv=5837tnl=5 AM== note post
Ok.