Sheesh I thought for sure I would die long before you!

Don't ever rage delete because of other players. I learned that lesson with my first one. Now to say goodbye...

Sylvrin loved Jhanderin so much...I don't think you actually ever knew how much. Not really. Sylvrin looked up to him in every way and would have done anything for him. She always felt she was unworthy of him though, so the fact that he didn't return her feelings was something she just lived with. And the wierdest thing was...I got to thinking after Lruthlor died, how people sometimes die unexpectedly and you never get the chance to really tell them goodbye or how much you care for them. Just like in real life, we don't always express those feelings often enough. So I was going to have Syl talk to you about that tonight and tell you once more how she felt about you. She went and got a fishing pole for you just today because you told her about how your dad loved to fish and she wanted to give it to you to give to your father. This is going to put her in a deep depression for a long time I think! Well I'll have her keep that fishing pole as a remembrance...or maybe she'll get a blanket and keep that.

As a player, in my humble newbie opinion, Jhanderin was an excellent healer, Acolyte, Cardinal, and elf. It surprises me at how people can say he was too bloodthirsty. I don't think I ever witnessed him being that way even once. Though his temper and frustration I saw quite a few times...which only made him more realistic to me. The Fortress will simply not be the same without him.

And you were Gastaad, too?! Now that is funny! Remember our conversations? Gastaad telling Sylvrin the Empire was bad news and that it would get her killed one day. Hehehe so true, so true! Did you think she would end up an Acolyte when we had that talk?

You are so much fun as a player and roleplayer. Don't let other people's opinions ruin that for you. I really hope you'll be back.