Awww damn. I thought you were gonna go the distance...and I was even
getting to a point where I would have been able to help you out--with
another entity. I guess Scions just have bad timing--I deleted Urden
right before I was about to get a cool ability (I think), I finally
tried to come back to Scions, but with a class that totally didn't
work for me (shaman), and now you con-died probably within a hare of
getting your Lichdom. Not to be a pessimist, but the whole thing
reminds me of that old farewell post by Hifflio, one of the last
leaders of Master...don't know if you recall, but he went his whole
life as a transmuter without a major form because he was roleplaying
a way to get the Dragon form. Well.....in his farewell some Imm
posted a log of the form in action, and he was apparently about to
give it to him. Anytime you feel bummed about not Liching your Spectre,
think of that little story and you'll feel better.

Urden