How everything went down. I wish you had stuck it out, done redemption RP, and either come back to Fortress or carried on in a different direction. But, I understand not wanting to do that.

As you and Bubbadink found out, there is zero wiggle room right now as far as killing goodies as a Fortress member. You might not get booted after one mistake, but you'll definitely get booted after two, especially if you don't show some desire to atone.

That's not how it's always been... as recently as Twist's highly rewarded leader character Natesthal, it was ok to roleplay some quick disgust that you did something terrible while trying to do something important, maybe stick it in your role, and move on without expecting trouble. Natesthal killed up to 5 goodies without repercussions while wanted: http://forums.carrionfields.com/dc/dcboard.php?az=show_mesg&forum=4&topic_id=130504&mesg_id=130512&page=.

But it's how it is now, and it's bashing heads against walls to act otherwise in character and expect to get away with it.

Good luck with your next one.