Gonna take a break from writing till im more clear headed, but this one will be short.

Nexus suffered a very long time with leaders that were rarely ever on. Pledges could become heroes (and did) without ever seeing them for long periods of time. During the time though I had balindorf, for a test build I loved and wanted to recreate, but remade as domond because the balance seemed off, when there would be balance, with one maran, and four or five evils, things did not mesh with me as far as the underdog thing, so went to maran and left them.
But the cabal at the time was mostly empty and suffered from their leadership that was rarely ever on. Voted as leaders still because yeah while they were there they did something, but there really wasnt much to pick from.

Cablesko - you existed during that time, and was most often completely alone, in a mostly abandoned cabal. So with that yeah I cheered you on a bit, you still played. Recently nexus has leaders again that actually do play, but in character you made a comment : You are the only nexan that was willing to attack the spire. And you were right, the 'only' one in the history of this char.
But please keep in mind, they are on right new, the complete underdog side of wars with new leadership. They do not have much of a force right now. I am a bit more lenient in that, in that there are not many people that are willing to spend an hour to gather preps for a few fights, and less that are THAT knowledgeable. I am hoping the new nexan leaders rebuild well.. that is what I hope they focus on. They do have the applicants, they have hte leadership now. Getting the quality people is something they still have to get. Right now they can still barely fight off the village. Sometimes. Without help. Let em grow a bit.
Otherwise yeah, you were solid, and you tried hard. I loved your char, and loved you as balindorf too man. Just asking you to be understanding of the nexan position at the moment. They should be helping the others, but right now realistically, they need more help than they can give.
P.S. as far as the fela gear was concerned, I was not hunting your char I had no reason to, but fela only gear is fela only gear, and I did make offers to thse that were hunting you to buy them But no, my char had no reason to hunt you with not being a criminal.

Lsokoa - I remember telling you about a few specific talismans but I did not help you much. You are a good presence though, and many will help you more if you need it, and you ARE trying I do see that. With what I said above, you do have alot of rebuilding to do. I liked talking to you, and liked seeing you, and I really, really hope nexus gets some good people. They supposed to help rise against the power swings dangit

Rest of them - invoker. You helped me a few times killing a demon. Thank you. Otherwise I did not speak with you much, or the others. Others being a specific shapeshifter, and I think that is all the nexans that were active, there was not much. Lanning became a nexan, and dissapeared a newer person I was rooting for.

Little secret for my timidity with some of you and wariness that showed a bit, unless I just got used to helping you - if a rat wanted to take over my galadon nexans would help it, just because I am in power at the time
The timidity and hesitance around you all was because of that reason, I just.. couldnt resist being helpful after all the interactions I would have when I can, especially with all of them with you Lsokoa.