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Qinsa (Anonymous)Thu 12-May-16 12:56 PM
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#128023, "hugs and explanation. Sort of high on meds right now so not gonna be worded well"


          

All I was doing was opening an opportunity. I'm glad you realized that because I wasn't entirely sure you did. What is truly unfortunate is that you did not use the situation with chewing out Umiron IC as an opportunity to take this route. Going off on a cabal imm like that is really not a means to stay in ANY cabal, fwiw. And the staff deserves better than that, regardless of how you feel you were wronged. (No, I'm not going to discuss that part further.) I have to say I'm pretty disappointed at the end of the character. It seemed interesting up until then. Good luck with your next.

I did understand, and believe me I was grateful for it. The situation with umiron was far reaching though. Never once answering a prayer even when he was known to be online right then. He was a dormant imm, that ended up having to have another imm watch it. That imm using the executioner to speak with, and umiron, the last one, completely contradicting the other imm, and not only not speaking with my char his entire life, not speaking with the imm about what was doing on, (afterwards justifying it all as being a dormant imm) speaking down at me like he did. That note wasnt ic, it was ooc, and at that point I had had enough, and was going to remove myself if he wasnt, and delete anyway. I have just had.. enough.
I cant justify completely switching my char to go that route, and abandoning my galadon. He fought for it, claimed it, and it was his. Even for opportunity presented by you, it would mean I completely abandon the foundation of the character, and I cant do that. Thats what I was trying to express in that last conversation.
I cant even with leaving the spire, because my character saw the spire as someone elses territory I was only watching over, his territory was still galadon. I am bound by that per my own in character ways.

I also saw it, that as a player, and someone watching over a cabal, that the cabal imm would spend a few minutes out of his busy life to speak of a problem. That imm never did. Not one time. I have a copy of his note and my response to him.
As a player on this game, I saw him completely and massively over the line on how he was treating me, on completely ignoring what was going on and ignoring the imm that was watching over the cabal doing what he can.
I do not regret what I wrote to umiron. I have no shame and guilt in it. I would do it again in a heartbeat.
But even at this point no, I couldnt abandon my character. I would rather just leave the game entirely, and that is what I did.

  

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