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Chapter 8

Some years passed and I find that I enjoy watching those around me get grey
hair and age, while I remain the same. I feel more powerful than ever.Not
only in the guild of magic, but in my abilities and now in the Empire,
finally I am the Dread Lord.

Ive never looked back, my mortal form was weak, feeble and vulnerable.
That is until now. It was mere curiosity for I had this spell, called
Abstraction, for years it never occurred to me to cast it. It was as if a
useless spell I would never need. But in a moment of curiosity, I decided
to cast the spell.

Following the procedure I began to vampiric touch the life around me. The
feelings were intense, at one point a great lurch followed by powerful winds
sucking through my body. The first exhale was exhausting. Memories of
breathing and feeling came back to me.The weakness of my body came to me,
but not the mind, I still felt powerful, confident, that I could control the
weak body unlike before.

I continued to cast the vampiric touch.The final spell that completed the
abstraction was different. The villager that I cast vampiric touch on,
touched me back. Somehow the spell pulled sexual energy in to me. It was as
if a dam had suddenly burst. Sexual lust burned in my mind by a hundred
fold than ever before.It was a moment of almost madness, uncontrolled lust
combined with fake body functions like a beating heart and arousal.
It occurred to me that my human lust was inherent in me and my absence of
humanity has removed my control making me vulnerable to an overload.
Finally the Abstraction spell wore off, the lust, the sexual desires vanished
entirely. The relief was as good as the relief from the sexual act itself.
traces of the lust gone but I was left with the memory of the intensity
of the experience. The knowledge of such intensity was interesting now that
I was in control again.It was as if I was a professor or seer of lust
without being the victim of it.

As further reflection came, I pondered about that pleasure. Abstraction
reminded me what was possible. Now I wonder if the pleasure is achievable
without the human weakness. Perhaps there is a way to study vampiric mystics
more, to extract pleasure and life from victims. Do lesser known secrets
exist that can provide greater pleasure without the cost and lack of control
experienced in the abstraction.Is there a ritual that can be discovered? I
shall look.