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Chapter 1

I will never forget that day, it was an unusually cold summer morning, I had
just finished my chores and our father walked in, his face different to what
I have seen before. He called in my brother and I to sit down by the supper
table. A long pause ensued. It was this moment that Cindria's beautiful
face popped in to my mind. Perhaps to take away from what felt like a
terrible conservation on its way. Cindria was breath taking, her long legs,
perky breasts and a smile to die for. Then he said he was dying. I remember
feeling more confused than sad at his words. And then he said it. The first
of you to conceive a boy will inherent my title and the deeds to my lands.
I remember feeling I've got this. There really was nothing more I enjoyed
than sex. All I had to do was knock up a woman and marry her.Cindria
experienced my lust again and again. But when it didn't happen, I moved
on to Marsha and then Kathendra and Stamy at the same time. Meanwhile my
brother Odakaka already having wasted his first born on a daughter and with
our father dead and his deed waiting, finally secured a boy. It was gut
wrenching. I was 1 year older and my younger brother now was lord of all I
knew. I continued to lust after more women, but not for the child anymore,
because it felt good. But the child never came, there was something wrong
with me. These thoughts continued to fester in me, I became obsessed with my
body and then other bodies. First I examined corpses to understand what was
different about me. Then live subjects, before long I was killing people.
When my brother found out about this, he used his given power to outcast me.
I had dreamed for was truly gone now. All I had was my interest in
anatomy and sex and sometimes I combined them both, I was even disgusted in
myself at times. My lust continued to consume me. But sex was never enough,
it was power I lusted for, power I missed out on. I knew that I had to
control my lust and so one day I made the hardest decision of my life. I
castrated myself and then the desire for women, living, dying or dead was
gone. But my lust continued to rage, but in a less debilitating fashion. I
was able to concentrate on learning magic and became adept in the guild of
the necromancer as I already had a strong working knowledge. And this brings
me to today, I've noticed the power of the Empire. I have decided to give
oath to the Empire, perhaps I can grab power this way.