Ragers constantly raping me really took away the enjoyment. I've done Ragers. I've done Nexuns.

I would mostly sign in WITH the Key. Nobody would raid until there was a visible PK defender(From my experience, having only seen it from my view - Me). They'd wait until I was on to raid, solely to kill me. I'd get called a ninny for fleeing after failing spells on Ragers. I got called a ninny for duoing rapidly after taking an ANNIH deathblow to the face through corporeal hardening/aura/shield.

Yes, fighting is fun. Yes, the pk is fun. Not having a chance at all sorta took away the fun for me.

"But Batman, why didn't you rank to hero?" Well, I'd start to go rank "VILLAGERS ARE RAIDING", I'd get to a rank location "Villager X just found us here", etc. Difficulty isn't too much of a turnoff, it was just the incessant repetition that killed it for me.

I know I wasn't leadered first for any spectacular PK reason or RP reason. I know I was leadered simply because I was active enough in interviews, didn't mind talking to applicants, and helped lowbies like crazy. I was basically a way for the Imms to not have to totally control Nexus post-crash. I'm not complaining, seriously, if I helped at all I'm happy, I <3 mah cf.

But yeah, there's your summary.
Any questions, axe.