I think I wrote my thoughts about you personally in my farewell post. Compare average playing hours with mine (Zauttevre rolled on Feb 14, deleted on Apr 27, 15 + 31 + 27 days = 73 days, with 424 playing hours it means), 5.8 hours average per day. I just burned my character too fast to the ground.

Arrogance was caused by three reasons, 1) I didn't want to become a lame emperor because 2) I was had already lost interest to this character mostly because of 3) Khasotholas interactions forcing me to mostly play solo (see below why).

Healer is my favourite class for the last few years. I don't think I'll make another imperial healer. Grottimgesh is right, playing a healer as a healer in empire (from my experience, although I think I got unfair treatment) is quite impossible.

I didn't die often so I didn't need serious help often and donations help didn't seem to qualify, therefore I couldn't help others seriously. People tend to prefer to risk and die and lose their things (not very good things as they knew they had to pay with something serious for a healer help to get better things) and then the healer is left alone to retrieve the codex. Playing a shaman in such condition is way more suitable. If I play an imperial again I'll play a shaman, not healer.