Role

Chapter 1

Why he is more talented than me?
Why she is more beatifull than me?
Why there are stronger, smarter people?

Envy, one of the best things to push someone
forward. The best reason to achieve something.
Why it is called evil? To me, that is the most
virtous thing.

But unlike the most, i dont thing there are many
things to envy for. I bealive, that only unique
things, or social positions, or unique abilities
are worth to envy, and acquire. I dont want coins,
no matter how much there are, but a unique piece of
art? Yes, i cant pass it. Who cares for the soldiers,
but the position of the Marshall? Yes, i want one too.
I'm wise, but thats nothing compared to knowledge of the
divine, well, thats something i will envy till death.

Where is that place, one can praise Envy?
Where is that deity, that will grant more
power for being envy? The god, i will envy
too. For his or her unmatched strength.

Is there actually such a god? If so, i will find
his shrine, and beg to grant me his blessing.
For now, i only heard the name, Enlilth.