Oh, it's not that I don't want to have play time I'm just very busy. Everything is fine, or will be just fine. I'm simply going through a mass string of personal life changes at the moment, and it has really been cutting into any fun internet time.

You win some, you lose some. I'm sure most of the serial Heralds could
tell you that's generally how the cabal works. Unfortunately, it sounds like
you picked a pretty bad time to play one.

Nelly has a lot going on outside the game, so she'll probably be pretty
scarce for a while. I don't, but I'm pretty burned out. I'll try, though.

Part of the problem is Zalenne's scarcity as well. I know sometimes there have been two high heralds, maybe if both you and Nelly are going to be awol, it's one of those times?

It's not something I take lightly, and I don't feel anyone is ready at this time.
My stance is that I would rather do inductions myself than appoint someone
who I didn't feel was ready for leadership.

Just go ahead and try to guilt me into playing more.

Sorry that I'm not around when others seem to be, consider me Russian. When I do have free time, I usually spend the entire login exploring areas I've explored 3 times already since there's no one to hang out with and I don't have the luxury of alleviating the boredom with murder... after 400ish hours, that starts to really burn you out too, so I admit I don't play as much as I could, either.

Maybe you need to stage a rebellion and overthrow me!