Fri Jan 21 10:36:26 2005

At 11 o'clock AM, Day of Deception, 30th of the Month of the Heat
on the Theran calendar Selessya perished, never to return.

Arvam: I want to thank you for giving me this opportunity at playing a healer. I was never too priestessly, but I guess it was alright by you? From what Shazirah said, you have been away for the past three months. Just wish I could have gotten some more interaction with you.

Shazirah: We had our couple or three moments there. I appreciate the insight you had given me. I had hoped with Arvam's absence, I could have talked with you about coming back to the Heralds. I actually didn't know about his absence when I asked about it that one time. Once I found out, I just sort of gave up. No sense in chasing something that's not there, right?

Qaledus: You really kept pushing Desmonn on to better things. He always had something interesting to say about you...always. When I saw his blackjack called "Surprise", I thought that was pretty neat. You get a lot of good compliments from everyone that interacts with you. You definately have my two thumbs up.

Now, onto everyone else.

Desmonn: Well, I really owe you some thanks here. We did everything together, and kept eachother inspired. I remember when we first met, I could tell you knew what was going on. And, heheh, a thief who actually roleplay's. Imagine that? Of course, that was when the character was young, so it was surprising to see that. After that, we just sort of talked a lot and hung out a lot. Always wanting to see new things and old things alike. I hope everything goes well for you *points to that little letter to them*

Ansrtril DwinMitore: Hot and cold, huh? Another person who had some big influences on Selessya. You taught me a lot about Heralds, and quite a few things about the game. You were a great person to talk to, because I actually felt like I was talking to an elf, lol. There is someone who plays now who reminds me a lot of you, but I'll keep my mouth shut until I can ask later on down the road.

Ioniyeh Linyeha: Thanks for giving me a chance in Heralds. After you left, I sort of lost interest in Heralds. You were always supportive of everyone and their ideas. I am curious if you left the game for good, or if you just had lost interest in Ioniyeh.

Miaree Arrowny: Another one that was up for anything, anytime. The obvious: you knew a lot. So I always felt like I was in good hands running around with you.

Nubley: Where did you go? It's like you just fell off the face of..Thera? Another one I knew from almost beginning to end. A good friend always, and always wanting to come along to wherever. In my eyes, you progressed a lot from when I first met you.

Alessa Tarindal: A good friend of Selessya's. You gave me some good insight into being more priestess-like. I never really grasped the concept of a true healer though, at least I don't think so. I think a lot of people just sort of get-by. I enjoyed talking with you because you were the epitomy of how a healer should be, I think.

Iborenn: Wow, you really surprised me. We had some deep discussions. I *always* looked forward to hearing what you had to say next. Potent, intelligent, and witty. A great combination for a dark-elf. You almost make me want to play a battle rager, just so I can tag along with you, lol. I'd never make it though. Good luck, and I hope you move on to better things with this character. Seems like a worthy direction for him.

Rixljyn "Jynx": That whole Jynx thing drove me crazy. I thought it was the silliest name ever! But I grew on me with time I guess. I can't even remember exactly why I got bitter with you, but I did. We sort of came to better terms as time went along, but nothing ever healed completely. A true friend thru a some rough times in the lower levels though.

Raja: Already said what I had to say. lol

Other notable mentions:
Grehmunitor, Kohl, Aira, Froose, Djeen, Loraken, Thorst and Karzalyn.

I am sure there were more, and I am sorry if I forgot you.

For the ones I did mention:
I play nowadays for roleplay. And all of you did great. Continue the good characters.

As for the people who didn't know Selessya:
I know there were people out there who didn't like Selessya, because Selessya would always go to help people who were being attacked. I'm sure it made some people mad.

As for the Outlanders:
I despised every one of you, IC of course. From the beginning to the end. Selessya just thought you were all just a bunch of wild people with no sense. That's mostly all what she saw from you. It all began with some svirf around the mid 20's. From then on, most of the Outlanders disliked Selessya too. Just some clarification for those of you who witnessed Selessya helping Tribunal. She preferred to keep things peaceful, and she thought Tribunal did a good job of that. And Outlanders did a good job of preventing that.

Bye

For a while there I wasn't sure what we were. We weren't friends really until closer to the end and even then I'm not real sure we were. I figured you couldn't trust me from the begining. Sorry to see you go though. We ran around together some and I learned some new places. I was hoping to get to interact with someone else, but I guess you got bored like I did.

ITS ME DAMSTES... how could you forget me, i knew you for all of damstes life pretty much.. heh ahh well.. i think i might of known you awile ago as one of my other chars.. a goodie orderly assassin go figure.... i knew you as snoak also my shaman.. wow shamans are boring.. and tha tawile ago.. was maybe a year or two ago with Parick.. well i gotta go now but HOW COULD YOU FORGET ME!!! I EVEN WROTE ABOUT YOU IN MY GRAVE YARD>> NO ONE SPOKE TO ME AFTER THAT NO ONE WROTE AHHHHHHHHH!!!

After all, Selessya didn't remember me either, or see worth mention. Well, what can I say. The thread doesn't look like the lone grave of the wife any more. Good luck with your next, Selessya.

Fungor

Karz and Selessya had an odd relationship. That first time we ranked together, I was just trying to get a feel for the character, the spontaneity and stuff that just sort of faded as she got older. ("LIBERATE THE LOGS!") Karz felt attached to her in some ways because they were both fairly passionate people. Later in life we got in some sort of argument and never seemed to speak again, and that's too bad, because Karz really did like Selessya, despite what she said about her. Too bad Sels holds a grudge. Anyway, Selessya was a joy to be around, good roleplay, and such and such. Good luck with your next!

Splntrd

I loved talking to Selessya.
You where almost a reflection of Iborenn's personality which made me want to hunt you down and talk, as often I don't feel as though any tried to even have a conversation with Iborenn much less convert him to any new ways of thinking.
I FULLY intend to take the time to chop and edit that MONSTER log where we sat so long and talked.
Selessya had a very realistic answers to some of my questions even when I could tell the player behind felt different.
Hope to see more of such RPing chars, CF has been so dull without your types, Har!

I rarely log anything! I'm glad you did though. Again, thoroughly enjoyed Iborenn. The fact that you are willing to talk with anyone, mean or nice, and back everything up with actions is terrific. Hope you continue to do good things.

I appreciate being mentioned, really I do, not too many get that *coughs* well except maybe since you deleted and a few others. But that's not the point, the point is...I thought you did well. You seemed a little distant for a healer but I didn't think really anything about it because that is just how you played since the first time we met. I suppose you could say Kohl and Selessya were friends even though they didn't see a lot of each other and if they did they didn't speak much. I also noticed Kohl had to initiate the conversation at times but that's fine, that's how Kohl was. Like I said, you did good, hopefully if you pick a healer again you'll do better with your bedside manners Well, I'll leave it at that for now. Roll the dice and find your fate, See ya in the fields.

I have been fortunate, in my short CF career, to have come across players as influential as Selessya. I had already logged in about 300+ hours of Alessa by the time she first met you, and was taken aback by the quality of your RP from the start. I remember our first talk in the guild, and was quite impressed, so much so that I had to search through my logs to find it (and I logged every second of Alessa). So much of Alessa in the last third of her life I can directly attribute to Selessya, and that was, by far, the most rewarding and productive period of my playing her.

There is so much I could say, but to sum up, I immensely admired Selessya, both from my perspective and Alessa's. I thank you for the experience, and for the kind words in your post. Good job, and good luck. See you in the fields.

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"In those days spirits were brave, the stakes were high, men were real men, women were real women, and small furry creatures from Alpha Centauri were real small furry creatures from Alpha Centauri."

Gentle Selessya,

As Ansrtril, you, as I said before, were a great enigma to me. Half the time I had no idea what you were going to do next. When you left Heralds it came as a bigger shock to me that it did to others, but we must all do what fits us. I didn't hate Desmonn, but I didn't like him. I'm glad that Selessya found something in him that others I can think of did not get to see. I think everyone should experience that. I interacted with you in other forms and you were so distant. Dworlin especially. I never understood why, but it gave me the chance to see the otherside of the wood-elf that kept in line completely with her kin's mindset. (For those of you that don't get it pay attention to the academy more.) I'll miss seeing you about and certainly talking to you even if it was only in limited form. Well done.

Martoonie

I still wonder why you attacked me that time in Azuremain.

You were one of the few people I couldn't get to help me, and I never really found out why, though I can guess by your role.

Muuloc

AH! It might be highly pointless in me posting seeing as how it's a month later, but I've been away for...awhile. You helped me quite a bit, and when you were removed from the Heralds I was quite pissed to put it bluntly. They got rid of you, but kept me? What the hell? Anyways, I enjoyed what interaction we had together, though rare, and hope to play with you again something...if I ever pick CF back up, who knows.

Throw me an e-mail sometime: whispered_sins@hotmail.com

NT

Brings to mind a lone grave where the only husband who outlived his wife has brought flowers to the grave. The husband is gone now, his mind in the future already, and the wife's grave stands alone now, with the single circlet woven of flovers beside it. Within the circlet is written the epitaph, saying only: Rest Well, luv *smile* NT, giving the impression that the wife is forgotten now, the husbands mind directed to new things now. Creepy.

dd

We did have a lot of fun together...and I do mean that. My interactions with you were what I logged on for during the peak of our time. But as with all things they fade and I think we both ran out of things to look at and see. I hope I made you as happy as you made me. Keep your eyes peeled with your other char's for 'our' painting. Damned Qaledus still won't give me any more hints. And I shall be following you to death sometime soon as I am quite old. But as I said to you before..I wanted to die with one more accolade under my belt. So I'm holding out for that.

So farewell, princess.


Marcus