Sun Nov 2 21:54:41 2003


At 12 o'clock AM, Day of Deception, 9th of the Month of the Battle
on the Theran calendar Sheilica perished, never to return.

I had a great time!

First I want to thank Bria for empowering me. I hope you are
still around some where and come back soon.

Oblain it was great fun. Just sorry you weren't there when
I finally died to old age. We surprised more than a few when
we ran to the Inn and got married. Spent hours re-equipping
ourselves and others, you showed me a lot of different places.
Keep on going I will be watching from a distance.

Tcatama, I am glad we made peace towards the end of my life.
I made some stupid mistakes and you seemed to understand.

To all the members of the Fortress I did my best but I am not
an elite player.

Ashlidry thanks for staying with me in my final moments. Helped
you gain a few ranks just wish I could have seen you get that
final one.

Finally Rogardian, I apologize for making you so angry but I
was just doing what I always did...helping anyone who asked.
If you spent any time watching Sheilica you will know that to be
true. I helped so many people that got stuck in the Jade Mountains.
Goods neutrals and evils. My sphere was Mercy and I played
her that way.

I know I am forgetting ton's of people and I am sorry. Had this
character for a long long time. You either loved ot hated Sheilica
there was no in between.

Any way before I write a book here so long.

You made more of an impact then you relized, I have gained my last title, finally, but the thing is is that This is my first Carrionfields Character. Actually usually playen another kind of mud. You showed me around a lot. Withought really relizing it. Well Now I am a full blown cf fan do to the fact of your rp, I was thinkin about starting a healer myself, But wanted to explore a little first. Any suggestions? Well seeya in the Fields!

Ash

Well, I'm glad you enjoyed your character, it's always fun to play a character to age death. Now that you're gone though, I can explain everything.

It wasn't so much your action that sent Rog over the edge. It was your lack of humility, lack of an appology. You appologized to ME, but you didn't get me killed I was waiting for you to show some remorse over the goodies death, try to make ammends. At first, you seemed genuinely annoyed by the goodies complaining. Then you graduated into feeling bad, but it seemed to me like you mostly felt bad for yourself, and then you felt bad that you had made me angry, while completely missing the point. The door was still open for you to get back into the Fort, I had even talked with Vorondel about working with you, but I guess you were pretty close to age-death, so there wasn't much chance for it.

Anyway, hope you have fun with your next one.

Rog

I am so glad you explained.
I kinda felt I left something undone but I couldn't
think of what. The reason I never felt any remorse
was because I didn't kill him. I wasn't even there.
The goodie complained to me then proseeded to sling
more than a few insults. Oh well sour grapes now.

I did have fun even with the new "title"

Take care and thanks for the explaination

From the goodie's perspective, you directly caused his death by healing your hubby and the others after I had chased them off the bear once as well as providing them protection. When I questioned you about it you basically said you helped Oblain and felt no remorse about causing the death of a lightwalker.

> The reason I never felt any remorse
>was because I didn't kill him. I wasn't even there.
>The goodie complained to me then proseeded to sling
>more than a few insults. Oh well sour grapes now.
>
I actually don't remember any insults, beyond stating the obvious that you weren't a very good Fortress protector of Lightwalkers when you aided in my death (and full loot, some of which you received). And to be perfectly honest, you must admit that afterwards you actually accompanied Tribunals of neutral and evil character on raids that resulted in my death again. While I would expect that of anyone supporting their 'husband', I certainly wouldn't from anyone who was desirous of returning to the Fortress.

For the few opportunities I had to talk with you, you seemed like an interesting character. Usually always with Oblain but thats a given for married characters. Anyhow You did a great Job, I remember Sheilica from WAY back. Good to see you age die

BattleCharmed

You were a beast at times. Especially when you would redirect I would usually end up having to word or die.

One time you were at the Inn you asked me to come and talk with you. I was curious so I went. We got into a discussion about how well I "healed" Oblain when he was in a fight. It was fun though.

Hope to interact with you again sometime.