Well since I am not finding the proper place to write my farewells I gues Ill have to create it..

First off Id like to utter an giant thanks to Intronan... sorry for deleting on you. But I cannot continue playing for a while.. personal reasons. I am not even going to start mentioning what you did for me in game. I hope my role was an adaquate response to my chars griefs, goals and smiles. You really made this char worth playing for a very long time.

Some Maran
Yaofhil Thanks for taking the time... sorry about doing the thing I said I would not do. But sadly I have my reasons...

Tarnyxil big hug. Now bards are a shamens best friends.

Vallaon we had a really nice session a while back, at first I thought little of your char, but I gained much respect then, even though our views on things are different, you made My char re-think her ways.

Siogriend dont die so much, when 5 come raiding only to kill you, dont stay longer than you have to... especially as shamen you have the power to reduce communers pretty much to dust.

Scribes and other maran I cannot recall... there are some Im shure...

As to friends, Gillasn sorry we missed eachother alot at the end. My char had a dilemma in travelling with you. As you know I changed my path and stuff, and it was really hard for me being wanted. Not hard in the way that I had to fight guards an stuff, but it was hard in the respect I had gained for the law from studying under one of the leaders of the tribunal.

As for tribunals you folks do a great job, especially with someone like me pestering you. Was hunted down once by tribunals, only took one necro, and two air forms... that hurt me, especially when you took all my things..But I smiled and went on.

Ill not list a bunch of people, but I attempted to fight most of my fights alone, or at worst have one with me. This is the exception of one incident where a group followed me about and took down a foe or two. But its hard for a shaman to kill someone alone, atleast when most of your foes are smart enough to carry a teleport potion and a recall potion.

Blind foes run, ei all aps, necros, warriors, aso. Withered foes run, which I understand, both... would have done the same myself. But it makes it hard when one cannot hold ones foe back. And to say it mildly shamen have to plan alot. And I died more trying not to keep my foe running than anything else. It was an experimental char. that turned out great.

And drugadath sorry I could not give you a proper re-match, but when we did fight you always had a friend with you, or you just ran. Which I think I would have done myself as well.

All in all, only thing I was dissapointed at was that Bria was never about. And I did put in a lot of hours trying to find her. *sigh* But in the end I liked more what another did for me...

So again thanks Intronan...

LH
Farker_of_heaven@hotmail.com

We killed people fairly efficiently. Was fun, look forward to your next. This whole "not seen or heard until desired" aspect of this class has taken its toll on my appearances in farewell notes . G'luck in the future, you had a tough role and seemed to do well with it.

Forgot to mention a bunch of people, but I must admit you did stand out. You running around like crazy while I was trying to summon and slow em down enough.

Added Wed Jan 15 11:38:18 2003 at level 9:
Growing up in seantryn moedan was quite nice, with the exception of the
imposing minotaurs roaming the city. I found that I quite detest them. And
the ever presence of all the guards, alas. But then again I can understand
why some need the safety of guards running about. I rather like the thought
of stalking. Not that I like being stalked. My schooling was one of the
better times in my life so far. My teachers stern, and my fellow students
good comrades. Even though I at times lusted for the time when I would grow
into power and show them a thing or two.
I found early on that I liked the thrill of combat, and the fact that I
learned swiftly has helped me in many a situation. Taking my time, assessing
my powers and my foes has shown me that a fight cannot always be won by brute
strenght. Time and skill need to be present, as to win the fight one must not
fear the teachings of death. And as my teacher told me, seek out one Lord
called Intronan. He is supposed to rule over my belifs.

Added Thu Jan 16 10:16:32 2003 at level 10:
After dire news from the Lord Intronan, I am at loss as to what to do. I
shall have to go deep innside myself to change my ways. Perhaps then will he
accept me for my belifs. He has struck a great blow to me, time will heal it,
but it has set me back. I shall seek out a lord whom can aid me in changing
my nature. Perhaps I can strike a deal with one of the other gods so I might


gaint the blessings of Lord Intronan...

Added Thu Jan 16 12:00:44 2003 at level 10:
accept me for my belifs. He has struck a great blow to me, time will heal it,
but it has set me back. I shall seek out a lord whom can aid me in changing
my nature. Perhaps I can strike a deal with one of the other gods so I might
gain the blessings of lord Intronan

Added Thu Jan 16 12:17:31 2003 at level 10:
He has spoken to me, my heart bleeds as he has struck a great blow to my
heart. I know not for certain what course to take now, I am impaired but not
mangled, nor am I dead. I shall have to make due, yet I will not give up, I
know in my heart that I am worthy of his blessings. I just hope he will see
that before my life is foreit.

Added Sat Feb 8 12:27:24 2003 at level 27:
Alas I am at a loss as to what to do next. I have done my uttmost to find the
Lady Bria, but she has not revealed herself to me. And Lord Intronan has not
spoken to me, of ither failiure or success. Something which is trubbeling.
Especially after the talks Ive had with some of his followers. I now ponder
my course. Ive found much enlightenment in hunting the dark warriors of the


realm, yet I cannot feel complete unless I gain this final truth of myself. I
have focused my very being to planing my moves, to consider each action. Thus
not treading over any boundries that might be seen as spreading chaos. And I
feel I have revealed in that. My frustration lies in that I feel abandoned. I
know in my heart he is there, but at times a tingle upon my skin would be
sufficient to make my drive stronger. To have some guidance on my way. I
might captain the ship but alas my advisors seem to remain silent. In the end
it all boils down to a fear of loosing what I now know. And I do fear it. Not
because it would kill me outright, but because I have grown into them. Even
as I have grown and adapted my ways of living to one of a more orderly
nature. It has been taxing to live like that. But I thrive in it. Seeing new
possibilities.

Added Sat Mar 1 16:02:20 2003 at level 39:
My heart soars, my lord has burned the chaos from my heart, with the aid of a
Necklace with a raven pendant he has burned it oway. I no longer have the
urge inside of me. My focus has been made stronger, perhaps I am stronger.
Whom can tell but time. I can now travel freely without this weight on my
shoulders. I now have my path set out for me. I will seek my lord out again,
to ask for his brand. Most know that I am one of his speakers, but it would
be something for me. A personal smile. He knows I want it, but I do not
intend to allow him to forget it. I am after all the persistant one. I so


remember his first words to me, I shall never again accept a chaotic one.
After a few years he again spoke to me, after having prayed and traveled
long. Almost a threat he made, it made my spine shiver in fear. The thought
still does. His words DO not fail me. You are rewarded for your persistance.
Thus I am the persistant one... My path now lies towards the fortress, though
it is no easy path. I am again to find an elusive soul. But I will not give
up now that I am so close to that goal as well. I will live up to my own
imaginary name...

Added Sat Mar 15 09:33:32 2003 at level 44:
I am disgruntled by being wanted, it nudges my thoughts to where I once was.
But I find great comfort in that I can see why I do things now. I can now see
my own reasons. They come rationally. I learn more easily from my own faults.
And I do indeed see the light in the passage ahead. But I am not focused when
being wanted. It is this that trubbles me...
I have found much knowlage in what little my Lord says. In speaking of the
corrolation between perfection and effortless I have taken it upon myself to
try to master some of my more taxing powers. Not an easy task. And between
gathering things to protect myself and make myself stronger. It is hard
indeed to keep up it seems. As I am no mage that picks up things at a whim.
But I have found the key to the words of my lord. Or so I do belive I have.


In mastering myself, or the powers and skills I have been shown by my
guildmaster My actions will become effortless as a result of the perfection
of my skills. Each move will come more easily. So my path has again been
carved out in stone for me. I must master my own to gain the greatest favor
of my lord.

For me, many of the characters who stand out aren't the best killers, they don't know everything about the game... but they just try like hell. You had a really, really tough path to follow, and you did an excellent job with it. Not matter how many times I told you you'd fail, or try to discourage you (that's Intronan, he can be negative), you just kept coming. You overcame all the flaws Intronan the character thought you had, and ended up accomplishing stuff I didn't think you had a chance at. But you did great. Was a pleasure to watch you grow, and evolve as a character. Good job!

Your first words to me rang in my head each time we spoke since.
:"I will not accept any one that belongs to chaos"...

Now I had then allready used alot of time just finding your shrine and stuff, and I get that. I did not know what to do, accept that Id try change myself. And that you allowed me to was really the begining of my char. So saying it again thanks..

LH

It's a shame you're gone, but personal stuff can do that sometimes. I hope it's nothing serious IRL that caused you to delete, if so I'll keep yah in my thoughts and prayers.
Thanks for being patient with me with interviews. It amuses me how some people try to push a pissy dwarf around for an interview. I was impressed with your patience and it paid off for you, cause I actually stayed logged in to make time for your final interview (Which meant skipping a shower before work that day, Haha poor co-workers)
Take care, and come back to maran someday.