Fri Feb 4 11:46:48 2022

At 7 o'clock AM, Day of the Sun, 34th of the Month of the Dark Shades
on the Theran calendar Frella perished, never to return.

Frella deleted..

First attempt on a transmuter and it was fun for the most part. I roled
frella just to try out the class and see what it would take to get into
scrion. I think i was a pledge for 100 hours and i was actually close to
unpledge agian. But out of nowhere Morius came to me and gave me a rp task.
A task i really enjoyed, but i was just so embarrassed ooc, since my english
are terrible in the form of rp. At first i thought the task was one of many
to get in, since many people have claimed how dificult it is. But guys, its
NOT dificult to get into scion. If i can, everyone can:-)

I tryed to RP with this one, even RP alot alone with mobs and such, but it
quickly gets borred when no one ever answer:-) I know i dont get imm attention
and thats fine, since i mostly play in low peak hours.

I had two chapters that was not given any exp for, so never got to my 1400 role exp
im not sure if its because it was so bad, or if they forgot me. one chapter from the 22 jan
and one from 29 jan.. I was hoping to get it before i deleted and i had planed to hero
aswell, but i know i would be steamrolled by the huge amount of enemies, so i stayed at
rank 45 for some time.

Bewildering jolt is really expensive now, and i guess i missed the memo about that

There is a learning curve about preps.. You dont have time to fully prep, and it would
often halve my mana if i did. Also i ####ed up alot, forgetting i was not duo, or walked
right past people so they noticed me.. tryed to get sneak item but without luck..

I know i have said it before, but i have to leave cf behind me agian. Going through
a small depression, out of job, just quit 3 years Hash (strong weed) addicting to. and can barely feed myself.
Cf is just a big addiction for me, as hash is, its not good for me and my mental health.
So for me to crawl up of this hole, i need to change alot of things in my life, no one
will do it for me, so i need to get my #### together.

Morius, thanks for the induct.. I was not expecting it since i cannot play
doin your hours. I was terrified ooc, and had no idea how to act in front
of you:-)

Well this took a dark turn. You had our attention in the Inn, and were a lot of fun.

Frella gave a playful/naughty/scary vibe, she was really well played. For me, "role-playing" turned out not to be about flowery language or fast typing, it was about being willing to share the stories the CF warfare world generated.

CF can be very cathartic and a wonderful escape, but the escape is a bit preferable to reality (well not always, ouch) - I hope you take some confidence from Frella and get yourself healthy.

Well, I was hoping that we could continue that dialogue that we had started. I really liked the conversations and was looking forward to seeing where they would go. You kind of went silent on me and I didn't want to pester you in case you weren't really interested in continuing. Maybe I should have tried a little harder though ..oh well.

Anyway, I hope things get better for you.

As a fellow addict going through some crazy stuff in life, I feel you.

Great job with Frella, but REALLY great job pulling the plug to protect yourself. It's a big step and will serve you well as you get your feet back under you.

I was interested to see what would happen with Frella. I was sure you'd be a very strong pker, I didn't think you were new to transmuters. But it's good to ditch the character based on what you're dealing with, hope you get it all sorted out.

Excellent character. I always had to pay attention on you. It was a hard task to find a way I can deal with you succesfully.

I'll miss you. Good luck in RL.

I liked Frella!

Good luck.