Austira Eldhwen the Grand Mistress of Changelings, Acolyte of the Golden Sun

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Chapter 9

"You bleedin' kit, why did we ever give birth to such a bleedin' heart. Oh,
Let's help the needy and weak! That's horse manure. If they can't bleedin'
take care of themselves they deserve to die. You got me!?" A black felar
booms across the room to a small, grayish kit. The fela just nodded slowly,
knowing full well of the consequences of disagreeing. "You are nodding just
to make me happy. You don't believe in the teachings of our guild, now do
you?"

The young kit muttered hopelessly. "I don't know"

"What in the bleedin' hell do you mean you don't know!? You need to know!?"

"I am just a little kit, father. I am only six years old."

"A weak little kit. I am not fathering such a pitiful being, now am I?" The
black felar than walked towards the young kit, and then picked her up in his
paws. "Now, if you are not weak then none of this will hurt. I am not
fathering a flower sniffer!"

"Father." The young kit tried to plead, knowing full well what is going to
happen.

"Don't ever Father me, you pitiful thing!" The black felar threw the young
kit across the room, and she hit the wall with a loud "Thud!"

The young kit whimpers slightly but tries her best not to show any real pain.

"See? A weak thing. Well it can be fixed over time. You will get used to
this, and perhaps be a strong being like myself." The black felar then
walked slowly towards the whimpering kit on the ground, until he stood right
above her. "You do want to make me proud, don't you? You do want to be
strong and get what you want?"

"I am not going to hurt anyone in the process," the fela whispered.

"Foolish kit!" The black felar than proceeded to beat the kit, once again,
as he has done quite a few times in the past, and will do so again in the
future. He was going to beat her into submission, and he was going to make
her do what he wanted, not what she wanted. No, he was not going to let her
become a bleedin' flower sniffer, as he called it.

This black felar, was a cruel man. He was a member of the anti-paladin
guild, and was bent on destroying the other guilds, or at least perverse them
enough to use them for his own purposes. What was his purposes? No one
really knows. It is probably to do something completely unoriginal like take
over the world or something to that effect. In any case, this kit was going
to be his slave in his mind. He procreated her, therefore she is his in
every matter of the word. He was going to do his bidding, no matter what she
wanted to do.

Role

Chapter 8

Austira was a beaten child and had to endure the pain from her father(her
mother had died in childbirth) nearly every day for ten years. She was just
a child, and barely knew why she was beaten so, but still she endured,
knowing that killing people for no reason was wrong as well as abusing
others' trust. She was a good child, and most parents would love to have
her, but her father consider this a weakness, and tried to beat the
"goodness" out of her, but he found it most futile. There were times she
would lie, so her father would not do more cruel things, but even then, she
felt quite bad about it. Eventually, she knew she had to find a way out of
her father's home. She didn't care how, but she knew that even if she was a
little child, she must be strong and endure the worse to see her blessings.
So, one day, she found a way out.

She found it quite easy, actually. Her father was a drunkard as well as
being a menacing and evil anti-paladin. So, her father, after trying to beat
her senseless in one of his drunken rages passed out cold on the hard floor.
Sleeping was the way she liked her father best. She, then searched her
father's pockets for the hidden key to unlock herself out(he had grown
accustomed to the fact that Austira might very well escape). Austira had
success and found it in only 30 minutes, a lot quicker than usual. She then
proceeded to unlock herself out and walked slowly outside in the real world.
The fela still had to be careful, for she was in the shady part of town where
her father ruled supreme(if you can call it ruling). Eventually, she was
out of the town, with no where to go.

Where did she go? She lived out in the wilds living off the grubs and small
game that she was able to catch. She was not ridiculously strong, nor even
that strong for a fela, but she was able to survive out in the wilds, barely.
was always starving, and she grew quite thin, but she was free from her
father's clutches and that was all that mattered. She would welcome death
before her father's daily tortures. She lived like this for years, and her
body grew permanently emanciated. Austira knew full well that she will
always be thin and weak for a fela, no good for a warrior or a ranger. She
also knew that she could not hide very well like an assassin or thief, and
she refused to become cruel enough to become an anti-paladin. Her father had
force some magic on her, and she learned a bit, and decided to study the wild
life that she lived among for so long, but at first she was unable to harness
the power within.

After her fourteenth birthday, she wandered into a small hut out in the
wilderness. Quite surprised to see any form of humans in such a desolated
area, she went to investigate. Soon, she met up with a kindly human named
Sovelis. Sovelis was an outlander, as well as a mage. He was willing to
take Austira as his own, and began to teach her all that he knew. Some
Austira disagreed with, but was able to understand all he said, for he was a
kind heart, and although a bit misguided, one could not fault him. He
started to teach her how to become a shapeshifter, the mage of changing
forms. What she will do what these forms is hard to tell. Perhaps she will
protect those who are weaker in spirit than herself, or perhaps at least
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Role

Chapter 7

Cat is now 29 years old, and cat should have written earlier, but Cat got
caught up thing, lot of thing(Cat write about that later). Cat decided that
cat should write down Cat's rules that cat live by. Cat usually remember
what cat's beliefs is, but cat decide to write what they are and why cat
believe just in case cat ever come to dark time that Cat forget what Cat is
about, and life is about. Cat smart like that.sometimes!

1) Cat must always show compassion for everyone, including mean thing like
duergar and drow. Cat know that even mean thing can become nice thing given
enough compassion and understanding(but cat also know this very rare). Cat
must always try to understand mean thing, so cat know why mean thingmean.
That way cat can understand how mean thing can slowly learn to do nice thing.
also include:

a) Never ever let people starve if cat can help it, even mean people.
Starvation horrible death and nothing worse than slowly wasting away.
b) Listen to other, even if cat not believe in what other say. Sometime what
people have to say very important. This help with understanding other.
c) Cat should try to empathize with other creature. Put self, and try to
pretend what other feel, because all thing have feelings too, even the vilest
of orc.
d) Help other, as long as other not use help for evil purposes.If cat help
even mean duergar by feeding duergar when duergar starving, then perhaps
duergar see that nice cat better than duergar. But cat is not to help mean
thing beyond making sure duergar not die from starvation, and duergar have
someone to listen to, unless mean thing become nice.

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Chapter 6

2) Cat promise self not use more than what cat need. Cat live by self for
long time with little thing, and cat will continue do so. Cat do this by:

a) Never carry coin in access. This mean nen more than 5 gold in bank and
hand. All else is to give to beggar, or charity or worthy cause. The five
gold is maximum. If cat can live with less, then Cat live without it. Gold
is for essentials and healing, that it.But cat also not waste coin. Cat
know that important to live without lot of gold because cat don't want to be
dependant on a piece of metal. That would be very bad.
b) Cat never carry more water than for two sitting(so about one water skin).
Cat should live to eat on own in wild, in case things change. Cat try best
not to drink it and live straight from water in wilds, but if cat make
mistake cat have back up. This water also to be used for thirsting friend.
Cat let self thirst before friend.
c) Cat should only carry at most five food item, unless all the food for
other. Cat need to be self sufficient.
d) Cat wear any non bad equipment that cat can find. Gear preserve life, so
that fine. Extra gear cat can hold, but must give away to anyone need it.

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Chapter 5

3) Cat never ever fight unless have to because violence breeds more in most
cases. Reasons that are consider have to for fight include:

a) If cat be attack, cat can fight back. Most time cat probably try to run
if not detrimental to situation.
b) If friend, innocent or decent folk is attacked, and it protects friend,
innocent or decent folk.

c) If the attack somehow prevents violence in future. If orc mass murdering
people, and cat have no way of curbing the mean orc, then cat can attack orc
if it prevent lot of life.
d) If Maran or Watcher being attacked, then cat attack.Cat will also attack
things to retrieve.
e) Cat will participate in raid, if it prevent dark being from doing mean and
bad thing.
f) Non adventurers that can never be redeem, cat can fight. This include
drow in drow city and Dark Arial in Arial Cityas well as skeleton of any
type.
g) If cat must kill animal food, cat must take care to never kill more than
what cat need to survive. Cat can also kill enough for friends too, but
never more than what other need too. Cat respect nature.
h) Cat should flee to save self, unless by fleeing lot of people die. Then
cat sacrifice self for lot of people. But if people have chance to survive,
then use that chance because cat life not worth more or less than other life.
life is just as good as another. Life is good.

Role

Chapter 4

Cat must revise the first three points of cat code, well rather cat revise
second part. Cat found out that sometime cat can't get to nature places
easily, so cat allowed to carry more food and water, if cat really need to.
Cat may also happen to carry more than five gold. If that happens, cat must
give that to charity as soon as cat can. Other than that, everything stay
the same.

Role

Chapter 3

4) Cat should never ever lose control of emotions. Cat can feel emotions,
because if cat didn't thenwell cat not mortal nor cat. Everything that
thinks has emotions, whether mean or nice, but cat shouldn't just let
emotions run control of cat. Examples:

a) Not lose temper. Shouldn't get too angry because angry cat can do dumb
things like attacking not so mean thingsor say dumb things that may get
things worse. Cat allowed to get angry, and even express it, but need to
control the temper so cat not do something completely dumb.
b) Vengeance is bad, for most part. Striking other for revenge is just a
sign of letting anger control cat. Cat know that usually bloodshed causes
more bloodshed, especially in the light of vengeance. Cat must always follow
the cat code in terms of when cat can be violent, or strike back.
c) Cat must try best not to yell, or get overly upset. Getting too emotional
may cause people to ignore cat. It happened in past, it will happen again.
Cat must do best to keep emotions and logic separate and not as one.
d) Cat can cry, if help cat and others to continue work, but excessive crying
can be detrimental. If that the case, then cat must stand up tall, try to
shake it off and continue life the way it should be.
e) Cat try best to see good things in life. Cat have fredhre, that is good.
Cat also living and breathing, that is good. Cat know that looking at good
things will help cat continue life. But still know the bad things, so cat
know how to fix them, if cat can.
f) Cat have hope for all beings. Cat stop hoping, that is when cat no longer
good cat. Cat must hope that even mean thing can turn into good thing, or
that people will realize their mistakes and correct them. Hope and
compassion both are important.
g) Rage is bad, and cat should try to be calm at all times, unless it not
matter so much.
h) Cat not hate anyone.Hate makes misery and pain. That is always bad.
Then when too much pain, cat no longer cat, but mean cat like cat father.

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Chapter 2

5) Cat have other morals too. Cat's morals include:

a) Cat not lie or speak untruth unless cat have to save someone's life.
Untruths are usually bad, but sometimes they are necessary. But cat will
have to make sure completely that lying is better way. Cat should tell
truth, unless absolutely necessary.
b) Cat remain loyal to fredhre.If fredhre need help, then cat will help
fredhre unless cat's or someone's else life is in immediate danger. Then cat
help save life, then help fredhre. Cat not sell out fredhre. That very mean
thing to do.
c) Cat must do best to take care of fredhre, and other decent folk(cat assume
fredhre are going to be decent folk). If they need food, then cat give food.
they need someone to talk to, cat listen. Things like that. Cat try
they need someone to talk to, cat listen. Things like that. Cat try
d) Cat try to find ways to teach poor decent folk how to take care of self.
If they learn how to take care of self, then things will get better, at least
cat think so.
e) Cat protect Fortress to best ability. After that, cat protect all decent
folk. Villagers even count as decent folk for most part, just bit dumb
sometimes. Cat will protect those as well, even if cat probably get a
whacking for it. Cat not forced to go out of way to help villagers though.
Since villagers probably whacking on cat first anyway.
f) Cat learn as much as possible, and teach others what cat learn, if that is
possible. More cat learn, the better cat speak and teach otherif that makes
any sense. Cat teacher and guide and protector.
g) Cat follow Acolyte oath to best ability as well.

Role

Chapter 1

Cat through many years ofbloodshed and other things have decided to add this
to the code, which is never completed by any means, since things do change
often. Cat nearing 50 years old, and must still observe the world around
self. Cat decided to start meditating as time permits.What cat will do, is
meditate on the goodness of the world, the good things, so cat not get down,
but at the same time meditate on the mistakes cat made. If cat make mistake,
cat meditate on why cat did it, then figure out how cat can change that
mistake. If it is an irreversible mistake, then cat will have to deal with
it, but still think about it so it be prevented in the future.

If time does permit, cat will meditate on what can be changed and how cat can
do it. Cat think of way to better others lives, somehow, someway. It can be
something simple like deciding to donate lot of money to Voralia to help the
poor people, or something not so simplebut cat not smart enough to think of
anything off the top of head. In any case, Cat think of that as well.

Next, cat will ask cat questions, and if something wrong cat fix it. If cat
personality detriment to the good and decent folk around cat, then cat will
fix it so it no longer is. Cat will always try to be good cat.Also,
meditating is a time for peace.Lot of times it is too easy to get absorbed
by all the bloodshed in the world, since it is a bloody place. This
mediation will allow cat to stop, breathe and think for once. It will be a
time of peace, hopefully.

Cat found the Shrine of Selric and went there a few times, but unfortunately
Omeran, a rager, bloodied its pristine landscaping with cat's blood(but cat
did get away), so cat will have to find a better more suitable place for it.
Cat haven't thought of that, but perhaps this shrine will be safe and
peaceful once again in the near future.Cat think this is it for the basics,
if cat remember something later, cat will write it down.

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