Aumaenka Roa-Maella the Protector of Faith

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Chapter 1

In all her life, Aumaenka tries very hard to be just like her mother, who
in her mind, is the paragon of beauty and wisdom. She never did much really
for herself, and taught the teachings she believes called to her during
her enlightenment (or way to partial insanity) because she had to. She saw
Lyristeon as Wisdom itself, and worshipped him in awe and to an almost
cult-like belief.

So when Wisdom told her that wisdom cannot be fully attained unless you did
it and things for yourself, and not merely for what she 'had to do' or to do it
to please Wisdom itself, she was taken aback. That the Wise do not become wise
by doing others' work, but those who worked for themselves. That the only way
to true Wisdom was to seek to please herself, and that what pleases Wisdom himself
more than anything is a free spirit. That Wisdom was Wisdom only from experience,
and that Wisdom can only be for herself if she does things for herself and not
others. Very few grasp being one with the maw and fail, and that to truly
understand the way of the maw is to find it in herself and to live each day as if
it were her last. Then, will she understand Wisdom.

Aumaenka will gradually 'find it in herself', and stop living in the ghost of her
mother or what can be in the future. What pleases her most is power. Power that will
always grant her whatever she fancies and wants, power to control, and bear status
with the Great Dark Lords and Ladies themselves. Power to stand above all men and be
greater than them. What pleases her also, is the battle games of mind and fields that
will come with the seeking of what pleases her. She will also slowly become more and
more chaotic as she allows her own spirit to rise within her and not the powders and
rouge of her mother in her soul.

With the teachings of the Great Imp himself, she will slowly learn to do things only
for herself and her pleasure, and no one else. To work for none else save herself.
And to live each day as if it were last, be it a grand backstab, or wonderful
accomplishment, or anything else that causes no regret.

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Chapter 2

Aumaenka teaches her beliefs in shroud and mystery. She weaves illusions and plants seeds
in the minds of others. To let others yearn, and not simply receive. To lead others to
believe by their own convictions, and seemingly not hers. She does not quite lie or teach
outright, but prefers to twist the truth and lead others' to believe she has stated something
true, when in fact, she did not. For man convinces himself the strongest. And if and when
man realises his convictions were wrong, his ego will blame himself and not her. Thus, she
always has doors open for herself should one shut behind her.

Something she will do is lead others into thinking she is a follower of another religion, and
not one of the Dark Imp's. She sees this as a beautiful way to preach her Lord's religion,
to preach about another's. For Lord Lyristeon was the Lord of Deception, and by preaching
about someone or something else, was ultimate deception.

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Chapter 3

Aumaenka's ways are the ways of the Dark Imp, unpredictable and dark. Her father
was a Top General in the Army of the Empress of Seantryn. This is where her interest
in politics and war stem from. The best tutors were employed to teach and hone her
skills in all arenas. Her memory of her childhood in the Palace is foggy compared
to the time her Father resigned and became a sailor with Aumaenka when her Mother
was assassinated.

He pined for her day and night thereafter, for his dark temptress whose beauty
was unmatched in lands near or far. It was during this period in her life that young
Aumaenka pondered much on life, and when her 'enlightenment' began.

She loved her Father dearly. She loved him the most of all. And in chaos and wisdom,
she murdered him. For to know pleasure in all its fullness, she had to know full pain.
And the most painful thing in her life was definitely the death of her father. She
now awaits full pleasure, for she knows the difference between mere pleasure and full
pleasure. She seeks the Chasm and the powers it holds, to taste the pleasure of its
powers, and then to rule over it. Full pleasure for her, is full power.

She also considers her murder a favour to her Father. For he knew full sorrow with the
passing of her Mother, she saw it 'right' to release this sorrow and give him full joy
by sending him to her. And since his soul had died with her Mother, she saw her act as
one to restore life back to him, for in the afterlife, if torment awaited him, would
pain so much he would feel so very much alive.

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Chapter 4

Aumaenka sees herself as a 'teacher', enlightened and to enlighten. The base of
her beliefs is that something cannot be known in its fullness and appreciated,
until one knows what the full opposite is. She believes herself the one called
to practise and 'teach' such beliefs. That she is the one to practise the more
loathsome opposite, for by doing so, she is teaching goodness in fullness.

Some of the illusionary beliefs she 'teaches' :
-That true love cannot be experienced without true hate.
-That true love cannot be experienced without true hate.
-That the strongest faith cannot come about without having first strongly doubted.
-That pure joy will not be known without first knowing pure suffering.
-That there is no life without death.

To have come about to such a state of 'higher understanding', Wisdom must have
guided her. She believes Lyristeon to be the Most Enlightened Lord who bears true
Wisdom. Aumaenka is also very talented and gifted, a master poetess and artist,
and enjoys playing in the fields of mind and war.

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