Try to read your post from an unbiased perspective.

It sounds like you're basically putting on a front about you sucking, when in actuality you spend the entire post bragging about how great you are, how much success you've had, etc.

It's like someone retiring from baseball saying "You know, I never hit 800 home runs. I mean, sure I won 6 World Series, 2 MVPs, I hit 50 homeruns a year 7 years in a row. I batted .340 for my career. Averaged 150 RBIs per season. 9 consecutive goldgloves. I was the best player on every team I ever played on. But man, if I actually applied myself a little more, I could have hit 800 home runs. I suck."

Not saying you were doing it intentionally or not, but that's definately how it read.