Firstly, don't go thinking that this was a rage deletion. I died twice
before deleting, but it was something I actually wanted to do, due to
a little side-thing I was working on with Mayesha.

Let's get on to the goodbyes, and then my thoughts afterwards if
anyone wants to stick around and read them.

Scions:

Dullameh: You were/are awesome, and allowed me to extend my need to
rp Urden's "slight" insanity (heh, slight, riiight). I recall getting
a bit goofy with you, in a perfectly evil way, of course. I saved a
log just for you, which will find it's way to Dio's soon. It shows
exactly how Thera's hero populace felt about you. Well played, and
good luck with all that evil stuff.

Krivohan: We didn't talk a whole lot, but what interactions I did have
with you were cool. I thought I knew a good deal, but you showed me
how wrong I was with your frighteningly masterful skill in the CF-scape.

Falax: Wish you had stuck around...always liked you. But I'm sure
you're around somewhere.

Kalraak: Damn you for dwindling away, you were very good to have around.

Jaslanna: Even if you don't lich, have fun as a Spectre. You can do a
lot with it.

Stargher: You were awesome to have around too...like a big, red-headed
brother to go and kick peoples' asses for me. I know you can do
anything in this game if you mixed equal amounts of rp with your amazing
PK skill.

All the rest of you little demons that I forgot...sorry, too many.
Good luck, and enjoy what is about to come to you in the future.

Mortals:

Onilyn: Thanks for sticking around during my last minutes. You are a
cool chick, and besides, Mayesha digs you, so you have it made.

Jezebelle: Hip-shaking harlott. I love that emote when you walk around.
Hehe, have fun as a hero healer...I'm sure you will know everything
about the game soon enough.

Ransleyr: You were odd, I must say, but that's why I liked you. You
may not have thought that Urden did, but the guy behind the screen did.
I got the feeling you were really trying to help me out sometimes...

Nourn: Ya got spunk kiddo. I keep having these horrible text-nightmares
about being entwined at the destructor...bastard :-P. You were always
up for a good fight, and made my life fun...sometimes. Good luck.

Bryvac: I thought I was always whooping on you when we were younger,
but then you got really tough. You get the Most Improved Axe Swinger
trophy. Good luck as Commander, even though I hate ragers 90% of the
time.

Huraz: One....tough....son of a bitch. When we all found out you were
Jhyrbian, it made sense. Well played.

Hirilim: You already got a goodbye. :-P

Finduthilas: Grrrr....you shattered stoneform! But hey, I shattered yours AND killed you at the same time. Yay! No really, you annoyed me
at first, but that wore off a bit over time. Maybe I was more jealous
that you had back-up almost all the time, when I almost always came
at my enemies solo. My flaw, actually.

Lardovian: That alligator is a bastard. Somehow it doesn't make sense
to be immune to your drowning roll, yet still be lagged by it. Eh.

Unalim/Turlis/All the other conjuring bastards: The majority of you
were really, really hard to kill. I mean...ridiculously hard. I don't
think the class, however, is OVERpowered. I do think evil conjies need
some king of "staying" power during fights. Maybe a vampiric aura
granted by devils? That'd be sweeet.

Brandulir: You seem skilled, if not too talkative. Good luck.

Karhon: Rot sucks, but you were cool. Good luck with your story...I
think you deserve something for even attempting to rp with me...most
people just blurted weird remarks, or asked me what my "title" meant.

Abthalok: Thank you for killing me. I practically had to put your hand
on the sword before you figured out that I wanted you to swing it at
me. Hehe, of course...Urden was a bit insane, so it's understandable
that you were confused.

Ulthur: Tough, as all paladins are, but I got you!

Lydian: Tough. Don't think I ever got you.

Dalewiki: Muwhahahaha! "DOH!" is what you must have been thinking when
I suckered you slowly down to writhing with those iceshards, and then
"BLAM!" cone to kill you. Thanks for holding my pendants.

Hazkal: Damn paladins.

Wasarbre: Damn paladins.

Algorvhal: Damn paladins.

Gorach: I swear, if you weren't with a horde, you were running. But
the few times I managed to pin you down for a bit, you actually fought
pretty well.

Immortals:

Wow, you guys made this the best experience I've ever had with any game.
Super Mario Bros. can never compare with true immteraction. You guys
have every graphical game beat easily with that quality. I wanted to
join the team with Urden, actually. His entire evolution gave way to
an interesting train of thought that was a bit darker than Mayesha's
own point of view, and yet similar (thus the tattoo). I believe it
could have eventually became something. But honestly, what I _did_
experience was better than anything to date. My thanks go out to:

Valguarnera: You were the man behind the scenes, and responsible for
Urden's longevity. I thank you for everything you did. I have this
feeling that CF would have a hard time recovering if it ever lost you.
Good luck, and thank you once again.

Mayesha: Awesome, awesome, awesome. You were always around, and always
up to delving into philosophy, nonsense, or torture with me. Keep on
truckin'.

Kahosarin: You swindling bastard You rotted me brains! But hey,
thank you! After twisting your "curse" on me into something worthwhile
I realized my worth as a WorldClass BullShitter. Seeya around.

To the Unknown Immortal who gave me the compliment (and gift) while I
was at the Inn. I'm damned curious who you were. That was the nicest
think an Immortal has ever done for me (aside from Mayesha laying the
smooch on me).

The Anti-Life: Loved ya. I hope you keep on being a pain in Ilraeth's ass.

======================================================================

Well, I will probably post my role...but here's a rundown:

Urden was born with the gift of seeing the future. However, like most
seers, many things he saw were "possible" futures, or false all together.
This did not sit well with him...and the constant uncertainty of it
drove him a bit insane. In an attempt to sever this Sight from him, he
cut out one of his eyes. Whatever being had gifted him obviously got
the hint, and severed the sight. From that point on Urden lived chaotically,
and struggled to live a life devoid of long-term plans, or on worrying
over the future. Such a life without hope, or even the desire to
actually have hope, twisted him further. Now the next part is hard
to explain...
He came to believe that the power of desire, and mindset alone could
deliver him into the void of nothingness, where everything and nothing
exist together, eternally. It was his belief that Thera and all things
considered "real" or even "possible" existed in isolated pockets amid
the vast void. Thus he felt trapped within the bubble, and this drove
him towards insidious acts to free himself.

As far as Urden's transformation...well, it occured when he was brought
back into the Eternal Night. (For those who don't know, I uninducted
myself, so I could flesh out my role a bit.)

If any Immortals wish to E-mail me and talk over anything, I can be
reached at illstrings@aol.com" target="_blank">Pillstrings@aol.com

I'll leave my e-mail open for a week before closing it off. ( I really
hate all that porn-spam crap.)

Past characters:

(MARAN)Ravenoth the Light of the Wilderness
(SYLVAN)Loranessa the Weaponsmistress
(HERALD)Avmenseur the Grand Master of Changelings
(MARAN)Amithor the Communer of Decay
(SCION)Davrentaz the Baron of Thunder
(ENTROPY)Fienn the Hero of the Druids
(MASTER)Rhulvith the Spectre
(SCARAB)Jahzul the Hero of Alteration
Khaken the Shaman of Ice

Good Night everybody.

Bizarro I'm helping!