ok, since this is meant to be a 'final respect to the dead' thing, not a 'damn, what a stupid name' forum I'll go right ahead and start.
Didn't see you much but I know how nice it can be doing a dawn warrior. Don't know how other people balanced peace and fighting but I always played a char that wanted to be a maran in his younger life but was turned to a more peaceful person by the woman he loved (Seryella). Lalgar used to have to constantly remind me of my place, as did Calradian once or twice because I would go off angrily and thats when the little maran in me got control. I did so much that could have got me kicked, but as long as I stayed calm, I stayed true to the faith. Wouldn't mind knowing how you think it should be done... good luck with your next one!

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