yeah is hard. #### I remember kinda my days when I would spend hours killing a mob or two in hell to get super nice pieces of eq, running around fighting, dying, and creaming my ass off, then going ooc, then feeling bad and apologizing to them, then spend a few hours getting other stuff. all of us go through it, but the first time my guards killed you, your flight fell on the river in galadon. You, my good man had that tiamats mail in your corpse and tons of other nice stuff, and I had basic eq on. you did lose alot of items then, but a level 30 druid wearing hero eq that heroes would drool for, I mean come on, I gave you back quite a bit and replaced from what I was wearing
but please dont think anything of it being an ic thing, as stated I was rooting on you beforehand of being harbinger. you have the potential, you got the playstyle. You got the sillyness