(And yes drucyrus i made
>special forces as ye said to me, green beret and all that,
>got it and im done with it, aint going back there.),

Hope you had as much fun as I did during special forces selection. You shouldn't quit it so soon if you made it though.
Personally, I'm bumming right now. I'm a Patricia and two of my battalion buddies were killed the other day in that fucked up friendly fire incident. I knew the other two as well. You take on a new perspective on life when death comes so close to home. I hope my wounded friends will pull through, a couple are hurt very badly.

Later.