I'll start by disclaiming that I don't have any idea at the moment who your characters are other than those very recent, and my comments are based on that.

As a player, you were around as big of an asshole as anyone playing the game. I'm not saying you were THE biggest asshole playing CF right now, but I can't think of a bigger one at the moment.

Maybe you once weren't like that and lost your way. I have no idea. There's a saying: "Be the change you want to see in the world." If the problem with CF in your eyes is that there are too many assholes, the solution isn't to try to out-asshole them. Even if you succeed, it's only a pyrrhic victory.

The game's got one less ####head right now with your departure, but if you came back with the right attitude, it could have one more great player. Play the game the way you think it should be played (within the rules, of course!) and #### what anyone else thinks about that or does. RP breeds RP, and people not being ####heads breeds more people not being ####heads.