Death_Angel | Sat 06-Dec-08 09:16 PM |
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#22881, "Etielise's Role Chapter 3"
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RoleChapter 3 The release of my fear. Added Thu Aug 21 15:02:51 2008 at level 51:After what I have witnessed in my lifetime, it may seem strange that I had any fears left. I tried to tell Jakziim and Ryasyn that I shunned their love to protect them from the hurt that would be caused when I could never be honest with them.
But now... I have released my death-grip on the truth, and I have no longer the fear of being thought mad to keep Ryasyn at bay. I've experienced one of the physical aspects of love, my first kiss. There have been other kisses since then, shared between myself and Ryasyn, and I cannot help but feel sheer fluttery delight...and longing for perhaps more. I felt like this before, long ago, in another body.
I know that old body had a purer mind, a certain mind that held no fear but that of physical danger and sought out, never anticipating regret, what it knew was true. I've said before I must never forget the little truths I knew as a butterfly, and I realized that I have, at least in part.
The Monarch must've come to me for a reason, a reason that could not possibly be my paralysis when it comes to matters of the heart.
The song I wrote after Jakziim's death was meant as a eulogy, yes, but it was also a lesson, a warning--one at the time I never had any intent to heed.
The kisses led me to contemplation. I gazed at my left hand, watched the everchanging mark there, noted the divine ink's simple yet mystical beauty. And I understood. I was not tattooed by my elusive goddess because I allow myself to shut out parts of my song and stagnate. No! She did not seek me out because of my inability to take my own advice!
I made up my mind. Promptly panicked, but I was still resolute in spite of my rebellious nerves.
In the Araile, I bade Ryasyn to hear my outpour, and I asked my lady, in prayer, if she would listen, too.
When I had finished promising him my heart if he would but have it, Ryasyn told me something that nearly brought me to tears.
He has loved me since he was a new Herald, when I told him I knew he could do well.
That is such a long time... Our own ignorance is often amazing.
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[HERALD] Etielise Elwade the Soul of the Monarch, High...
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