Death_Angel | Tue 14-Mar-23 01:35 PM |
Member since 30th Sep 2024
17192 posts
| |
|
#76568, "Aerithas's Role Chapter 4"
|
RoleChapter 4 ATTN: Tenethil and Rosefaeh Ethuil (another letter home) Added Mon Jan 2 08:20:02 2023 at level 51:Greetings to you Father and Mother,
Let me first apologize. I know I said I would do better at visiting and writing while we were last speaking during the holiday. I feel I have not been true to my word and know I will make a greater effort to stop by the farm for a quick hug or bowl of stew. Things have been very busy for me of late.
You asked to write of everything including troubles, ups, and downs. Let me cover the not so well things first.
I knew that this war would be a bit depressing at times, but here lately I have lost many close friends. It is odd though. They do not fall bloody and anguished never to rise again. You just simply look over at their bunk one day and everything is gone, their weapons and war arms left in the chests of the Fortress. If a fellow named Jerastan stops by the farm at any point, please entertain him as a special guest. I spoke often of you both to him and we became close friends. The same can be requested for another fellow named Yolrun, though I was not as close to him. Perhaps he will stop by as well. I hope they find the peace they left to seek and hold no ill will towards them.
I find myself getting frustrated from time to time with those I am sworn to both fight beside and protect in combat and there is some sense of shame that comes along with these feelings. Do you remember the brief months you attempted to raise goats father? You had the best intentions, you wanted to protect them and keep them safe, but they all simply wanted to bust out of the fence and run away from you towards dangers unknown? That is what it feels like sometimes. Herding goats. But even still we have our adventures and enjoy each other's company, forgive me if I make things sound worse than they are.
There is one more individual I will be bringing by myself sometime soon to meet you both, I think. She goes by the name of Zsarreyen. I have many feelings surrounding her that I'm not certain how to process. She is a thief by trade, and apparently a gambling cheat before that. She is brash and loud, opinionated and stubborn when she wants to be. She has the brightest pink hair you will ever see and curls like the ocean breaking. All these things but I still find myself wanting to spend a lot of time with her. I don't want to list all of her positive attributes, I'd rather you meet her for yourself. There is no real guidance in the Code for situations like this. There has to be some sort of balance between fighting a war and..spending time with the ones you..(last sentence struck through)..taking time for yourself. I simply don't know where the line between personal time and war time is drawn when I have a vow, a Code, and a Creed to follow that are all far larger than myself.
Well this is getting a bit long, I will end here. I do hope to visit you all sooner than later. Some quiet reflection would serve me well.
With love,
Aerithas
|
|
|
[FORTRESS] Aerithas Ethuil the Shepherd of Principle, ...
[View all] , Death_Angel, Tue 14-Mar-23 01:35 PM
Aerithas's Skill List,
Death_Angel,
14-Mar-23 01:35 PM, #
Aerithas's Role Chapter 5,
Death_Angel,
14-Mar-23 01:35 PM, #
Aerithas's Role Chapter 4,
Death_Angel,
14-Mar-23 01:35 PM #
Aerithas's Role Chapter 3,
Death_Angel,
14-Mar-23 01:35 PM, #
Aerithas's Role Chapter 2,
Death_Angel,
14-Mar-23 01:35 PM, #
Aerithas's Role Chapter 1,
Death_Angel,
14-Mar-23 01:35 PM, #
Aerithas's Immortal Comments,
Death_Angel,
14-Mar-23 01:35 PM, #
Aerithas's Gank-O-Meter,
Death_Angel,
14-Mar-23 01:35 PM, #
Aerithas's PK Statistics,
Death_Angel,
14-Mar-23 01:35 PM, #
Aerithas's Cabal Powers List,
Death_Angel,
14-Mar-23 01:35 PM, #
Aerithas's Supplication List,
Death_Angel,
14-Mar-23 01:35 PM, #
Aerithas's Statistics,
Death_Angel,
14-Mar-23 01:35 PM, #
Aerithas's Title History,
Death_Angel,
14-Mar-23 01:35 PM, #
Aerithas's PK Wins,
Death_Angel,
14-Mar-23 01:35 PM, #
Aerithas's PK Deaths,
Death_Angel,
14-Mar-23 01:35 PM, #
Aerithas's Leveling,
Death_Angel,
14-Mar-23 01:35 PM, #
Aerithas's Timeline,
Death_Angel,
14-Mar-23 01:35 PM, #
Aerithas's Mob Deaths,
Death_Angel,
14-Mar-23 01:35 PM, #
Aerithas's Edges,
Death_Angel,
14-Mar-23 01:35 PM, #
Aerithas's Cabal Specifics,
Death_Angel,
14-Mar-23 01:35 PM, #
Aerithas's Class Specifics,
Death_Angel,
14-Mar-23 01:35 PM, #1
| |
|