Role

Chapter 6

Currently Sel feels quite bad for Melianna and intends to try to free her but
he wants it to be Gaspare's willing plan. He plans to use his past research
on the azure fields to aid in this.


Sel is extremely proud of everything Cexonza has done. He feels that she
outshines him constantly which only makes him want to dig deeper into his own
creativeness to make greater art. She seems intent of living with Thar-eris
for the rest of her life and afterlife. Sel intends to convince her to find
a way to be with him instead forever.


Frustration with inadequate research material for his minotaur book.
Frustration with the wanton murder that the Fortress seems to endorse
specially for lack of empathy toward the balanced. Has become a critic of the
Fortress heavily in hopes of having them see their failings.


Feels as if he is blindly walking down the path of redemption with zero
guidance. He intends to do things he believes is right regardless of the path
he is on. He feels if he tries to force the path it would be him betraying
who he normally is. So he continues to aid the orphans in Balator while
feeding the lost children within Seantryn's swamp. That is mostly due to him
growing up with them believing he owes them that much.


He is rather enjoying being a bartender as his life has felt a bit empty
since he had to stop (not completely) bringing animals to the bar with the
constant danger on his life.


He has been trying to make peace with as many people as possible. An absurd
amount of people seek his life considering how much he avoids politics. Most
of those people who he has never been around. Just aimlessly trying to murder
him has start making him a bit bitter. Considering the constant talks of him
being too aggressive when most of the time he is defending himself.


Sel still seeks to be the High Herald but he worries he might end up
neglecting Cex the more he focuses on this. He has spoken to her and she
seems to be fine with it. He just dislikes splitting his focus. No matter how
anyone feels Sel values Cex more than he values being a Herald. Though most
of the time they do not conflict.