Role

Chapter 7

I remember once when I was younger seeing the Drillmaster at the time. I do
not remember their name anymore, and being impressed by their presence.They
stood tall and looked incredibly fierce. I wonder if I am looked upon that
way? I was an applicant for a long time, and a Villager for a short while,
and have been the Drillmaster for most of my life now. I know nothing else I
think now. I spoke with Lord Panmorne at some length of my path, and how to
continue to develop our younger warriors and have found myself at a bit of a
standstill. There is a difference between leading by action, and planning to
lead. And it is a bridge I must eventually cross should I wish to continue
progressing. In many ways I think I have never viewed myself correctly. I
tend to be overly thoughtful when asking things of my Villagers, as I feel I
must understand what I am actually asking them to do. Is it fight, or is it
die perhaps? Does that make my choices slow in coming?Or does it make me
more hesitant as a Leader. It is against my nature I think, but I have worn
the clothes well in this. I feel like I would rather race about and strike
where I must, when I must. Though what would happen then to our home. Our
lights already burn too bright and fast....