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You were a huge part of Egan's life. I always felt terrible when I was away from CF for a few days. I was starting a new job, and coming home exhausted. I actually sat here and cried the whole hour that you were a ghost. You just really made things more fun for everyone when you were around. I really made Egan from the ground up to be "me". Even (and unfortunately) his childhood mirrors my own with a few liberties to fit into CF. At first I wanted Egan to hero so I could explore all these new areas they snuck in when I wasn't looking. I was amazed to see in Naloueme the kind of person I would home to be with someday in real life. I'm sorry that Egan missed out on so many of your years, you just played up a storm while I was juggling a new job and various personal and family issues that left me with little desire to play CF. I regret that our time together was so short once I finally began playing regularly again. It's greatly to your credit that you stuck by me when you were such a popular and well beloved character while Egan is pretty much a nobody. No matter what you were doing you would drop everything and make time for me. I was surprised at how upset I was at your death. It felt like I was really losing someone special, not just seeing a character die. I had hoped you would get High Herald, or even Imm so your life would be prolonged, but it simply wasn't to be.
I would be very happy if you would drop me a line at EganCF@hotmail.com. I understand that the character is not the person, and don't expect anything from you. If you're a male person, that's fine, I'd just like to talk OOC and see if you are someone I know or have met as another character or maybe in chat or on forums.
Egan will press on, though he is taking your death very hard. He's working to channel his grief into rededicating himself as a Herald and taking on responsibilities he's neglected. Something will always be missing, for him and for me, but there are memories to hold onto. I just wanted to let you know how profoundly you touched not only my character, but my own life as well. Would that all my characters could find someone so special.
-E
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