Thu Jun 25 12:26:21 2020

At 7 o'clock AM, Day of the Sun, 27th of the Month of Futility
on the Theran calendar Ajanfindel perished, never to return.

You were a solid leader and always open to a chat. Thanks for the talks and the tips.

When I created Ajanfindel, I knew I wanted to follow Panmorne for his cool interactions, so my ideal character had to be
- a warrior that is a fun build (I love dagger, although I've had more success with mace)
- a peace-loving elf (role: a monk who broke his vows of tranquility)
- Fortress because there were too many Outlanders and I wanted to get maran for once.

One of Panmorne's spheres, however, is Victory. How on earth can I fulfill that requirement? So I thought about a post started by Daevryn back in 2006 about the article "Playing to Win". Look for what has worked, analyze why it has worked, and then leverage it for known situations and adapt it to new. Note that there is a nice sidebar about what winning looks like: a healer with 75 pks, for instance, which might have foretold Shapa's homicidal healer.

I studied logs of Drissa's fights (MacBeth), trying to learn from those logs what worked in given situations and what did not work, and I chose for Ajanfindel's sphere Combat, as my goal was really to learn. And I made a lot of dumb mistakes which cost me and my allies pks, but my goal was never to hit some record number of kills. To my allies, I am sorry for my clumsiness. Overall, however, I view the character as a success.

During the 422 hours of this character's life, I met some really great people. Deiramor, a thoughtful leader whom I would say was the best mortal leader I've played under. Theorendus, the headstrong powerhouse, who like most shaman, could enter most any fight with almost nothing to fear. **Edit: Chetush, who taught me a great deal about stupidly common tasks like navigating the mausoleum or fighting the council, and was instrumental in so much of our dragonlair exploration--thank you. I anticipated your deletion when you were not named captain, but I understood why Theorendus got it over you. Devrena, who is also playing a 'proven build' and is doing so quite effectively both from a pk standpoint and as a steadfast companion. Laurandt, who like Theorendus I wanted to strangle for his unwavering views, but to whom I would like to shout out for being the best healer I have ever had the pleasure of playing beside. Kruissina, another fun character who has learned about healers and the overall game by leaps and bounds. Arjandrou, a good-natured returning and relearning player during our ranking days, whose presence was sorely missed when we made hero. Maeneekoni, a rational sunwarden who kept me abreast of the drama that passed during my sleep. Korsgaard and Padwei, two wonderful characters who could never have been visible enough, but made a great impression when they uncloaked. Father Panmorne, the source of many laughs and ic bruised ribs. I will miss you all. Imogrezio, thank you for your assistance in all the area exploration, and Pininip, your scouting, assistance, and you defending the orc village from me will leave lasting memories. Ouch! Young squires, I tried to provide a streamlined induction yet a unique induction ceremony, and for those of you who discussed things with me, I hope you continue to reflect and discuss combat and conduct with the subsequent generations of Maran.

For my foes, I especially like my interactions with the orc chieftain Zodslag, who would fight and talk with Ajanfindel. In victory or defeat he was gracious, a better person than most, myself included. Thank you for contributing to this great game. Narra, who had short logins from my perspective, but made her presence felt when she was awake. Targung, who wiped the floor with me when I fought on his terms, but whose primary goal was only to create action in a game that can be static. I recognize the source of your frustration, but we were serving different masters and different motivations. Vodette, I will not forget for the Lyresteon-esque jaw drop you gave me when I thought I was going to die to Wijara and Targung at centurions and you swooped in unexpectedly and dispersed us all. The Reavers I did not get much of a chance to know, primarily because chameleon and shapeshifters really limit the conversational opportunities. Air/offense and ambush tend to make you feel opportunistic in your fight selection, but that really is an important aspect of this game: finding and creating opportunity.

I played this game way too much during CoVid quarantine, and since I deleted Ajanfindel I have painted a bedroom and bathroom, installed new wood trim, finished plotting and started writing a novel, and gone kayaking three times. My wife is not kind when she points out what I could accomplish without my CF addiction, and although she is right, it is hard to give up something you love. We are a large, dysfunctional family where each of us is a hero in our own personal narrative, and the conflicts which ensue in character and in the forums are indicative of our shared goal, which is to find fun and distraction.

Thank you, immortals and players, for the fun and distraction which you provide.

Sure as hell enjoyed myself as well with you. You worked it hard, did what you were asked to, and way more than that. Your focus on victory weren't no joke! From the training you offered folks to the clever comments you made about your enemies, you were through and through a swell bugger in my eyes. Swell job kicking so much backside, hope you're back before long even if a room, novel, and kayaking miss out on you just a tad.

I interacted with you with a couple of characters. You roleplayed a great Maran.

Have fun with life outside of the fields. I think I remember it.

I liked this characters rp a lot. You were very consistent and felt very real. Top notch conversations, looking forward to your next one whenever that might be!

Been busy with RL, so took me long to answer.

Great job with Ajanfindel, you were a great company to have around. Thanks for all the time and by the way, nice ideas about war training, was very entertaining.

Hope to see you around.

Wish you all the best.

Re: your Doilen log, I didn't think you were afk (wouldn't have attacked if I did) - I left the city to prep and to maybe have you let your guard down a bit.

Then I bashed, you evaded/flowed my flurry, and I was dead before I could move again.

we only spoke a little. Sorry sleeping to conjure and having to deal with garbling flying entropists with lackies tended to keep me not talking at all or little. You had solid presence and from what I had seen did rather well (but i couldnt see much.)
That being said I remember your chars from the old days and would have loved to have interactions, and I am sorry I did not. *hugs* Keep on truckin man, in rl and here the times you do come.