Yea that rant was because I had just ate a death to fortress Gang number 589548905890348543.

And it was because we had no youngers to help retrieve and no way to induct anyone as Frismund was mia (aproxx hour number 240 with no Mergulla), so don't sugarcoat lies to make yourself feel better about the situation.

Was my behavior wrong...of course it was. But I'm going to let you lie about the situation and doctor it.

You volunteered to help, I appreciate that but making leaders every 400 hours is not your only job. Hell if that's what you intended by volunteering any active IMM can cloak and do inductions your not needed at all.

I was angry...I have apologized for my behavior in game but it makes me even more angry when you cloud the truth to get people on your side.

*Edit*

I also wrote that note because I felt bad about my actions that night, the not was written the following day. It was respectful and well written.

Myself and Kalisda also went to your shrine and performed a ritual.

The damage had already been done though and instead of trying to resolve the situation (as you obviously had witnessed my episode) You continued to ignore the cabal. If you had time to witness the situation then you should have seen long before there was a need to interact or do anything cabal related with us. Instead you make excuses and invest all your time into your other IMMs. That's fine...that's your prerogative.

I am a reasonable person as well as an adult I can handle constructive criticism but this situation is probably beyond repair. I will continue to play and I am going to continue to better myself as a player.