I feel like I might be the person you thought was multi-killing you. I realized pretty quick you were a noob and actually I was going after your groupmates not you after the first time you died.

If you give CF another shot my recomendation would be when people want you to power rank with them to tell them no. You seemed to have the basics you just need to learn the politics and maps better and the best time to do that is in the lower ranks (where there are fewer established players trying to kill you). I saw a lot of people from different cabals trying to help you out and I would have been right there with them giving you a hand, if you were not a natural enemy of mine.

You caught a lot of breaks because people realized you were newish but this is a high end PK/RP mud where most of the people have been around a decade or longer so the learning curve to become competative is fairly steep. Pretty much the only thing that is hunted by nobody would be a neutral healer or bard in herald if that is your issue and you want to come back I would recomend giving one of those a try.