Good job. We all do here.

However, you're way into fiction. Better if you learn what is real, and what you are making up inside your head. I don't enjoy being an ass to anyone, but you make it hard not to want to be. I think you're going to have to learn that dying and getting looted is just part of the game before it kills you with a brain aneurism.

Points 1-3 pretty much didn't happen. Mainly, because the world doesn't revolve around you. I was busy doing other things and didn't even think about tracking you down until someone told me you were in Seantryn. Is it my fault you stood about naked? Don't think so. You had ample opportunity to run and you chose option C. Run around in circles, scream abuse that was aimed at pissing me off. Yeah. Smart.

I think you're genuinely frustrated, so I pity you. Just learn to take the falls light and live the victories. And if you want stuff from the pit, don't stand next to it. Wait until you unghost and start starving, its around that point that your corpse decays (from experience) and its then you rush back to the pit.