>I was debating on if I should respond or not, but I guess I
>will so that you or others can always learn from your
>mistakes.

--Thank you.

>My first interaction with you..was a bit soured. You were
>somewhat brash in your manner when approaching (and your
>accent was fucking hard to get past. No offense. I kept on
>thinking of pepe la pue) But as well, alot of your actions
>in your youth didn't speak all that well (for the Vanguard
>at least) as they were perhaps rash. Yet there is alawys a
>chance to redeem one's self and I would never fully count
>that out. Yet every time I would try to watch you, to see if
>I could see something to interact with, I got nothing.
>Following and watching I would either see you sitting for
>periods of time doing nothing, or in a group ganking down
>people with team sylvan.

--I honestly did most things solo with this character. 90% of my pk's
were solo...so I guess this must have been just bad luck. And what
exactly did I do that was rash? You have to understand that ever
character I make has a story to be told. With you, I was told, very
bluntly, that I would never be an Osarin. What's worse is that you
would say this, and then immediately go wizi, so I could never find
out where I fucked up. I saw you countless times and hailed you, but
all I got was silence. To be honest, it was grating my nerves as a
player, not just Loranessa's. That may just be your style...but eh,
it doesn't promote anyone *trying* to follow you. And the times when
I sat and did nothing were usually times when I had checked all the
patrols, when there was no one around, and when I just wanted to stay
logged in as an act of good faith, and to show that I didn't want to
be some crap character who logged in once a month to check notes.
Also, as I pretty much figured any chance of having a decent spot
within your religion was gone, it left only Sylvan to keep me busy,
and often times, there simply wasn't anything going on...so that's
why I'd sit there, waiting for something to happen.


>Is Vahlen a hard ass who demands a strict desciplin to
>something? Yep, and this may be the sticking point for many.
>He's hard to follow as he is stoic and often flat in his
>responce to things, as each thing is well measured out and
>thought through. Yet if you bust your ass, he as well does
>the same for you.

--I tried busting my ass. I really did. I guess ya missed it.

>Good luck on the next char

Thanks.